A/N: It's three minutes to midnight and I can't sleep! And this idea came to me, begging to be written! Hope it's not crap!! Umm... I don't know how Grace died so I made it up with what I think happened…

Josh was sitting in the locker room, waiting for Lawson to finish getting ready when Kerry walked in, followed by Michael, Dom, Stella and Leon. Kerry cleared her throat and everyone looked towards her, wandering what it was she had to say that she would come into the change rooms, just so that everyone would be there to hear it at the same time.

"Grace's autopsy results came back," Kerry told the group, who had gone silent to allow her to say what she needed to say. She looked around the room and received mixed emotions and expressions from the group. She figured, they would ask questions when she was finished and so she continued on. "They revealed that she died from a small brain haemorrhage. And… it also revealed she was pregnant." With that being said, she gave a pointed look directly towards Josh. "As we know there are two candidates likely for to be father and so a paternity test is being run." With everything said that needed to be said, Kerry turned on her heel and walked out of the room, assuming anyone with questions would follow her.

Everything was silent in the locker room, and occasionally looks were thrown towards Josh who was just staring into space. He was staring at the wall, but not really seeing what was there. The news hit him hard. Pregnant. Grace had been pregnant. He would have had his little girl after all.

Right now, though, all he could see was images of Grace, and all he could hear was Grace's voice and that was doing nothing to ease the pain of knowing she had been pregnant. He shook his head and stood up. "I need a drink," he muttered walking out of the change rooms.

Maybe one day it would hurt less, but for today, it hurt him very much to think he might have had a child with the women he loved.