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Disclaimer: Sadly I don't own any of the songs or the Twilight Saga. Did any of you see Stephenie on Oprah today??
BPOV
It has been 23 years since Edward left me. I got over him a decade ago, and realized that he just wanted to change me, was extremely overprotective, and a person who looks at girls like they are meat, not a person. I became a singer two years ago with a bunch of songs about the way he left me, and how I got over him. The crowd apparently loved it, so now I am on tour.
"ARE YOU READY TO JAM OUT!?" I screamed into the microphone. The crowd's returning screams answered for me, I had to plug my ears cause my hearing heightened when I became a vampire. Oh yeah, Victoria found me, took some pity on me, changed me, and now we are sisters. I actually convinced her to take up the vegetarian style. She is now my manager. "Ok then lets start out with a happier one. This one is called I'm just a girl."
(I'm Just A Girl, Skye Sweetnam)
I'm just a girl
Don't want to be fly or high
Or go with any guy
Who wants me to be his sugarbaby
I'm just a girl
Don't wanna be hit
I'm not your chick so get a grip
You've gotta be fine to get a maybe
I want to be
Anything I want to be
Why can't you see
There are so many possibilities
Do you even know
There are a million places we can go
Yeah yeah yeah yeah
I'm just a girl
Don't need the floss to be the boss of anything
I've already got what I've been wanting
I'm just a girl
I want to be me and have a personality
I don't get attention just by flaunted
[chorus]
I want to be only me
I want to show a little bit of personality
Take it or leave it
I really don't care
Cause there's more to me
Than the clothes that I wear
A sugarbaby, well maybe I'm not
But I think you better like everything that I've got
Make me smile, make me feel like a she
Just to make me be something that I don't want to be
[Chorus]
Mm mm baby
I'm just a girl
I'm just a girl
Wanna feel the beat under my feet
Oh it's so sweet
When the music takes control
I'm just a girl I wanna have fun
And you're the one for me I know
Cause I can feel it in my soul
[chorus] x2
I want to be
Anything I want to be
Why can't you see
There are so many possibilities
Do you even know
There are a million places we can go
Yeah yeah yeah yeah
The crowd went wild when the song was over. "Ok, this song is a bit sadder. Its called Tied Together With a Smile."
(Tied Together With a Smile, Taylor Swift)
Seems the only one who doesn't see your beauty
Is the face in the mirror looking back at you
You walk around here thinking you're not pretty
But that's not true, cuz I know you
Hold on baby you're losing it
The water's high you're jumping in to it
And letting go and no one knows
That you cry but you don't tell anyone
That you might not be the golden one
And you're tied together with a smile but you're coming undone
Guess its true that love is all you wanted
Cuz you're giving it away like it's extra change
Hoping it will end up in his pocket
But he leaves you out like a penny in the rain
Oh cuz it's not his price to pay
It's not his price to pay
Hold on baby you're losing it
The water's high you're jumping in to it
And letting go and no one knows
That you cry but you don't tell anyone
That you might not be the golden one
And you're tied together with a smile but you're coming undone
oh oh oh oh
Hold on baby you're losing it
The water's high you're jumping in to it
And letting go and no one knows
That you cry but you don't tell anyone
That you might not be the golden one
And you're tied together with a smile but you're coming undone
oh oh oh oh
You're tied together with a smile but you're coming undone
That song makes me want to cry, every time I play it. It reminds me of when I was just coming out of the zombie stage. "This one's called This Girl. Its about, well I could say a friend but I would be lying. This song is about me." Hopefully I could get through it.
(This Girl, Niki Flores)
There's a girl livin' in this town
Shes got her head up in the sky
but her feet are on the ground
There's a girl livin' on my street
She knows outside her little world
Somehow ends are gunna meet
And when the roads get kinda rough
She keeps one thing in mind
The longest journey always starts with
Once about a time
And this girl has seen a lot of pain
But this girls gunna smile again
But she knows a flower grows everytime
It rains
And this girls got a lot of dreams
She knows that tommorrow isn't what it seems
She might not slove a mystery tonight
But this girls gunna be alright
Theres a girl walking in these shoes
And she knows that everythings she got
is all shes got to loose
Theres a dream right behind these eyes
And she finds a reason to be strong with every tear she dries
Being hard to fight the way things are
so she leaves the world behind
with the sound of doubt turned up so loud she turns the music up inside
::CHORUS::
And this girls seen a lot of pain
but this girls gunna smile again she knows that a flower grows everytime it rain
and this girls got a lot of dreams
she knows that tommorrow ain't what it seems
she might not slove a mystery tonight
but this girls gunna be alright
She knows it so much she's never seen
the sound will come louder to find out what it means
And this girls seen a lot of pain
but this girls gunna smile again she knows that a flower grows everytime it rain
and this girls got a lot of dreams
she knows that tommorrow ain't what it seems
she might not slove a mystery tonight
but this girls gunna be alright
Alright, shes gunna be alright
After that I played a few more songs, said goodnight to the crowd, and walked backstage to my dressing room. I got a knock a few minutes later, My best guess was that it was Vicky.
"Hey sis, come in." I said quietly, and the door opened to reveal someone I never expected to see.
"Well, darlin' I'm not your sister, but she said that I could find ya here." I knew that southern twang anywhere.
"JASPER!" I screamed and hugged him with all my might. We had kept close contact throughout the past eighteen years. Alice had left him for Edward, and well… He knew that Vicky and I were staying with the Volturi, so he came and I was the person who kept his head on his shoulders. He had accepted Vicky too, so that was a plus to our friendship.
"Wow. I should stop bye more often if I'm going to be greeted like this." He said teasingly.
I slapped his arm extremely hard. "So anything new in Italy?" Jazz joined the guard. After my tour I got home—to Italy.
"Well Rose and Em showed up and now have their own separate coven. They just couldn't stand being in the same house with them, so they left to get the permission to start their own coven. You can probably guess your father's answer."
Ah yes, Aro had become a second father to me, in a way that Carlisle never did. Every time that the Cullen's came to visit Vicky, Jazz, and I would hide with our hoods up constantly. That sucked, because as far as they know, Bella Swan offed herself, and Maria killed Jazz for escaping.
"Yeah, I can't wait to go home. Will they be there?" This was my second to last show. Tomorrow was my last.
He chuckled, "Yes, and you're going home tonight with me while Vick fabricates the evidence of your 'death'."
"When are we going?" I asked as excited with this news as a child—wait scratch that—Emmett on Christmas morning.
"In a few minutes if you want. There is something else I should tell you… Or I could show you. Your pick here, princess."
"Hmm… Would you show me?" I asked playfully, but was shocked when he closed the space between us and kissed me on the lips. I kissed back passionately because I became aware that I was in love with him for a long time now.
After a few minutes we broke apart and all I could say was, "Wow."
He chuckled before saying, "Well then Princess Jamie Orabella Volturi, will you be my girlfriend?"
"Why yes I will. Let go home Major." I said as I quickly kissed him and we walked out the door.
