Hellooo! It has been a LONG time since I have written a new (or much less) updated my FanFic's. This idea came in my head randomly and I don't really know what to do with it yet but I really hope you enjoy it! Thank you so much for reading!
R+E+V+I+E+W= something you should do right now...:)
P.S. There is lots of Jacob in this (UGH) even though I am Edward all the way...but he is needed if I want this to go where I hope it will. :/...I know Marisa will love the "Jacob" part! Thank you guys again!
Jacob's POV
"Please Nessie! Don't do this! Why? What did I do, sweetheart? I can fix it! I will do everything I can for you and..." I cried out to her as tears welled up in my eyes as she looked at me with a pained expression and interrupted me. "Jake I am so sorry. Don't look at me like that. I can't tell you how bad I feel right now but I just can't...I am so sorry." I could tell she felt horrible but I just couldn't help getting so angry. I felt betrayed not only by her. She is my everything. I locked my hands together behind my head as I groaned in agony. We were silent. I could only hear the trees blow and her heart beating. "...Jake?" she said quietly. "Jacob?" she said a little louder but I couldn't respond without....I don't even know what I would do! Phase, scream, cry? I don't know but I didn't want it to happen. "JACOB DANIEL BLACK ANSWER ME!" I looked up at her and her angry expression sunk down to a blank kind of sad. "You have no reason to be angry Renesmee! Do you have ANY idea what this is doing to me, Nessie?! Why? What did I do?!" I held back tears as I looked at the love of my life. She responded quickly, "NOTHING! Of course you did nothing, Jake! I love you!..." I was furious now. "SURE AS HELL DOESN'T LOOK LIKE IT!" she was hurt and ashamed. I continued, "Sorry but I just don't believe any of this...we were so perfect for each other...but I don't understand what happened. And my best friend!!?? How did this happen, Nessie?! Why my best friend?" she looked at the ground and started to sob. I paced back and forth stomping as I went and slid my fingers through my hair. She had her head in her knees and cried silently. I sat in front of her. I hated seeing her cry no matter how furious and confused I was. "I'm s-s-s-sorry." she whispered. My heart was broken and that just stomped on the pieces. I hesitantly wrapped my arms around her and she buried her head in my chest and locked her arms around me. I sighed and simply said, "What happened?" she looked up at me with beautiful, brown, and crying eyes. "It's just that Seth and I have been best friends from the beginning and I don't know. I just...you imprinted on me and I guess I thought that I would feel the same way so I didn't wait for anything. Seth told me that he imprinted on me right when he saw me....and I...love you both." my teeth ground together at the last word. I bit my tongue to hold back the yell and tasted blood in my mouth. "So you choose him?...instead of me?" She paused and had a contemplating look on her face. She opened her mouth as if to speak but shut it quickly. She took a deep unsteady breath. "I....don't know." as much as I tried not to, tears streamed down my face. It hurt.