1 Rain
1.1 By: NotSoLucky
AN: Ummm….I think this could turn out pretty darn well. Some people read my A New Day Must Come and I decided to not continue it. *Gasp* It was just all a dream… Read and Review my fic, oh yeah like I always say NJOY!
1.1.1 I remember-Chapter 1
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Have you ever wish you could just die? Die because your life stinks? That's what it was like for me when Ryo broke my heart. It was like 'Why Me?' Why did he do that? Did he really mean to hurt me? Or was he really sorry…but he had to…
I am guessing you are confused. 'What the heck are you talking about Rika?' Is what you are probably saying? I still think about it today…how Ryo broke my heart…how Ryo tore me apart. I guess I deserved it, I really didn't care about him when we hooked up. I never called him, never spoke to him, heck you would think Ryo and I were just some friends who spoke rarely to each other.
I should've never opened my heart to Ryo in the first place. I don't know what Love really means. I guess I couldn't and will never understand or feel it. Anyways I am gonna tell you about how Ryo broke my heart…how he won it back…and how he saved my life.
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It was one of those days when you wanted to just go to sleep or cuddle up with your love ones. Yeah it was raining, it was raining real hard. I was in my room with my robe on, putting my hair up in that hairstyle I always put it in (you know the spiky ponytail look).
That's when I heard the knock on my door. I didn't want to open it. I was going to go back in my bed and go to sleep. So I tried to ignore it. But after the third try I opened it…it was Ryo…my boyfriend (supposedly).
I wanted to get lost in Ryo's blue eyes but I couldn't. It was like…he wasn't the real Ryo. His eyes looked so cold…so dark. He stared at me. To tell you it wasn't real romantic. He was soaking wet. "I can take your jacket…for…you…" I offered.
Ryo grinned, it wasn't one of those teasing grins…actually don't laugh but it was like an evil grin. "No!" He yelled. I flinched. Ryo had never yelled at me before…unless he was calling my name trying to save my life in the digital world.
"Just to get it over with…its over…Rika!" Ryo said. It was like he didn't have problem saying those words. "I hate you so much, Rika…no one could ever love you! You're nothing but a girl who has no feelings. Your impossible." Ryo finished.
I wasn't crying. He was right…I have no emotions, I have no feelings. Ryo sighed, "We'll still need to be able to communicate when we need each others help for the digital world. That's our job." Ryo said.
"That's all you have to say?" I asked. I guess I would pretend I didn't care. "I thought it would be something important." "Get out of my room!" I retorted. Ryo shrugged and walked out of my room. He was gone.
Anger surged up within me…no matter what I did…I always got hurt in the end. I was so tired of it. I was so tired of the pain. I remember breaking the mirror. Throwing my clothes around beating up on the wall, etc. , etc. That's when I feel on my bed and started to cry.
I really liked Ryo…but why did it have to end like this? I felt like killing Ryo…I wanted him to go to hell. So anyways I put on my usual clothes and walked out of my room.
"Rika where are you going?" My mom asked. "Why would you care?" I retorted. I walked out of my house and into the rain. I enjoyed the rain. It was hitting on my face. It made me calm (rain). It made me sane.
That's when I saw Ryo, Takato, and Lee. They were talking, under the roof of a video game store. I ignored the three but they didn't do so to me. "Hi Rika." Ryo said with a smile. I stopped walking and stared at Ryo like he was crazy. "Go to hell." I said to him and started to walk. Ryo looked hurt. But did I care? No. I stopped walking and walked back to Ryo.
I pushed Ryo in the wall and punched him in the stomach. I turned around and started to walk again. I didn't want to see Ryo. He was the last person I would ever want to be with.
I felt so devastated. I felt like committing suicide. But I didn't think no one would care. Who could? I don't know…Ryo broke my heart…so this time…I was going to do the same.
AN: Ahhhhhh…did you like? This came out of my head all the sudden and it was bugging me so I had to write it down. Remember to review.
My E-mail:
Meow Mix Mel@aol.com
1.1 By: NotSoLucky
AN: Ummm….I think this could turn out pretty darn well. Some people read my A New Day Must Come and I decided to not continue it. *Gasp* It was just all a dream… Read and Review my fic, oh yeah like I always say NJOY!
1.1.1 I remember-Chapter 1
****~~~~****
Have you ever wish you could just die? Die because your life stinks? That's what it was like for me when Ryo broke my heart. It was like 'Why Me?' Why did he do that? Did he really mean to hurt me? Or was he really sorry…but he had to…
I am guessing you are confused. 'What the heck are you talking about Rika?' Is what you are probably saying? I still think about it today…how Ryo broke my heart…how Ryo tore me apart. I guess I deserved it, I really didn't care about him when we hooked up. I never called him, never spoke to him, heck you would think Ryo and I were just some friends who spoke rarely to each other.
I should've never opened my heart to Ryo in the first place. I don't know what Love really means. I guess I couldn't and will never understand or feel it. Anyways I am gonna tell you about how Ryo broke my heart…how he won it back…and how he saved my life.
****~~~~****~~~~****
It was one of those days when you wanted to just go to sleep or cuddle up with your love ones. Yeah it was raining, it was raining real hard. I was in my room with my robe on, putting my hair up in that hairstyle I always put it in (you know the spiky ponytail look).
That's when I heard the knock on my door. I didn't want to open it. I was going to go back in my bed and go to sleep. So I tried to ignore it. But after the third try I opened it…it was Ryo…my boyfriend (supposedly).
I wanted to get lost in Ryo's blue eyes but I couldn't. It was like…he wasn't the real Ryo. His eyes looked so cold…so dark. He stared at me. To tell you it wasn't real romantic. He was soaking wet. "I can take your jacket…for…you…" I offered.
Ryo grinned, it wasn't one of those teasing grins…actually don't laugh but it was like an evil grin. "No!" He yelled. I flinched. Ryo had never yelled at me before…unless he was calling my name trying to save my life in the digital world.
"Just to get it over with…its over…Rika!" Ryo said. It was like he didn't have problem saying those words. "I hate you so much, Rika…no one could ever love you! You're nothing but a girl who has no feelings. Your impossible." Ryo finished.
I wasn't crying. He was right…I have no emotions, I have no feelings. Ryo sighed, "We'll still need to be able to communicate when we need each others help for the digital world. That's our job." Ryo said.
"That's all you have to say?" I asked. I guess I would pretend I didn't care. "I thought it would be something important." "Get out of my room!" I retorted. Ryo shrugged and walked out of my room. He was gone.
Anger surged up within me…no matter what I did…I always got hurt in the end. I was so tired of it. I was so tired of the pain. I remember breaking the mirror. Throwing my clothes around beating up on the wall, etc. , etc. That's when I feel on my bed and started to cry.
I really liked Ryo…but why did it have to end like this? I felt like killing Ryo…I wanted him to go to hell. So anyways I put on my usual clothes and walked out of my room.
"Rika where are you going?" My mom asked. "Why would you care?" I retorted. I walked out of my house and into the rain. I enjoyed the rain. It was hitting on my face. It made me calm (rain). It made me sane.
That's when I saw Ryo, Takato, and Lee. They were talking, under the roof of a video game store. I ignored the three but they didn't do so to me. "Hi Rika." Ryo said with a smile. I stopped walking and stared at Ryo like he was crazy. "Go to hell." I said to him and started to walk. Ryo looked hurt. But did I care? No. I stopped walking and walked back to Ryo.
I pushed Ryo in the wall and punched him in the stomach. I turned around and started to walk again. I didn't want to see Ryo. He was the last person I would ever want to be with.
I felt so devastated. I felt like committing suicide. But I didn't think no one would care. Who could? I don't know…Ryo broke my heart…so this time…I was going to do the same.
AN: Ahhhhhh…did you like? This came out of my head all the sudden and it was bugging me so I had to write it down. Remember to review.
My E-mail:
Meow Mix Mel@aol.com