On reflection...
Talking about the indecent, the dirty, and the disgusting, is something both riajuu, loners and myself does with great care.
That is so as too avoid the social risk involved in doing so, if others were to know the horrors that lie within your mind, being avoided was the certain fate of these superficial relationships that surround me. Strangely enough, even loners seemed to be affected by this fear, but did they really have anything to lose? If they did, would that not make them fake loners? In that regard one could say a top grade loner like me, should have no fear of that, and speak my heart, mind and dick out. But so simple was reality not. Not with the people who recently seemed so close to me, yet so distant.
One might even say, that if there was truly something genuine between us, then it would be silly to break from that alone, but you know...
