I have the sudden idea to make a new story. This one will be a two-shots! I'm new to this pairing so please be good to me. I take this from the song KOKORO by Kagamine Rin. I dunno but it really is touching enough for the pairing... or so I thought. Before I forgot about writing the story, let's just start!
I DO NOT OWN SEKAIICHI HATSUKOI.
I didn't know what should I do. I didn't know what should I feel. I was a mere thing, and I didn't have anything that I must think about. I never felt anything, I never laughed, I never cried, I never even showed any expressions. I was not making any facade, because that was me.
I was a robot made by a lonely scientist. He made me since he was young, until he was 29 years old. He was always alone, spending his time with me.
I didn't know how he made something as me, but I could say that he was a miracle scientist, and I was the miracle he had. My body, my eyes, my arms, my legs, everything on me, resembled real human. If anyone saw me, they would think that I was a human, not a robot. But if they saw my empty eyes, I think they would know right away.
The scientist that made me, always tried to make me human. Even if I thought that would be somewhat impossible. I was empty from the start, and I would always be.
I saw him making a new program in his laboratory. He tried to make a heart for me, a program that would make me human.
I don't know what to say, because I was doubting that he would success.
And I was right. The program was a fail. He stressed out, but he never gave up. Until his life ended one day, he just left a new message for me, that said he had finally finished his program, but then he said that I must open the program.
Because I am worried that your body is not strong enough to take the program.
He said that to me, those final words before he died. And, as any loyal robot I was, I obeyed him. Until I've finally gotten tired of it...
Hundreds years have passed already. I was sitting on his chair, swinging around, bored, didn't have anything to do. His laboratory now was a total mess. The only clean place was where he kept all machines neccessary for me. I looked into the mirror, my dark blue eyes didn't show any life, and my dark brown hair was messy. I brushed my hair and sat back on the chair. I glanced around the room, looking for something that I could at least use, so I might not be bored anymore. I spotted the machine, the one where he made the program, that program he said that would made me human.
I narrowed my eyes. No, he said-Hatori said-I shouldn't open the program, because he was scared that my body was not strong enough to take the program.
...But that was his guess, right?
What if my body was strong enough?
Would I be human?
Would I feel what human feels?
What would happen to me?
I walked to the machine, just this once. I would try the program. If I failed, I promise to myself that I would never open it anymore. Just this once... I want to see, I want to feel, what kind of heart he made for me.
I clicked on the red button, and the program loaded itself. It paused when it reached 80%, and I closed my eyes. So all this time, that program was a failure, too.
But this time, I was wrong.
The program suddenly full loaded, and I was shocked. I looked to the mirror beside me, and was thrilled to see my eyes. My eyes, they were not empty anymore. They were filled with something that I couldn't express with words. I was thrilled, but then something hit through my heart.
Hurt. It felt really hurt. It was as if you were stabbed by knife for hundreds time. Every emotions, every words, every expressions that he-my creator-had showed to me, shot through me, and I felt bad. Really bad. I was beginning to understand, all the loneliness, all the sadness, the longing, all the love he had expressed and given to me.
He would always be there for me, he would always pat my head, he even hugged me when I was first born. He loved me with all of his heart, and yet, me, being a heartless being, never actually gave him back the love he had given. I felt like a total bastard, I hurt him so bad, and yet, why would he still loved me? Why would he spend his entire life for me?
I felt warm drops fell to my hand. I looked back to the mirror. I was crying. That was my very first expression I had. I kept on crying, I didn't know what else I should do. I felt bad, I felt really hurt, I felt like I've been left behind, I was lonely. Long time ago, he would always with me...
"Yoshino, I bought you a new clothes, would you like to try it on?" All that he had given to me...
"Look, this flower is rose, and this one's tulip. Both of them are red, which one you prefer to have?" All that he had teached to me...
"You see, I would like you to give me red tulip, after the program was finished". All that he had wished for me...
All of it, I treasured it so much. I opened his drawers, to found a bunch of money I've kept inside all this time. I took it all and I rushed to the nearest flower shop, bought many, many red tulips that I could get. Then I rushed to the place where he now laid in. The not-that-clean-graveyard, with teary eyes, I shouted with all of my heart: "Thank you!"
"Thank you! I really appreciate it! All that you have given to me, so I could born in this world, be with you, and feel everything that humans should've feel! I really... I really loved it! I... I..." I fell to the ground, the red tulip I've bought, I put it in front of your graveyard, and then, with all of my heart I said that...
I love you so much...
END
Hwaaaahhh it ended! I wrote this for a few minutes, and I was crying from the middle until I wrote this Author's Note! ;w; I hope you guys cried too... Or not. The next one will be based on the scientist-Hatori-point of view. Tell me what you guys think! Please review, not flame, can make me improve.
Thank you!
Fujiwara-Yume.
