Disclaimer: if I owned digimon, taito would be an official couple. But
taito isn't an official couple. Therefore, I do not own digimon.
A/N: I haven't been written in ages!! Sorry to all of you (if there are any of you) who have been waiting for my other fics… I promised myself I'd do "rose confession" as soon as a got a hundred reviews, but now that I do, I still haven't started on it!! So this fic goes out to you, if you've been waiting for rose confession, or any of my other fics… thank you so much, and I'm truly very sorry…
Warning: shonen ai~~taito, to be exact.
Tai sat on the floor in a far corner of Yamato's room, staring at Yama's sleeping form, as he tried to fill in the vast emptiness that had been gnawing inside him for the past few hours. He felt weak inside and out, emotionally and physically. Yamato's face was still tear-stained, and he looked exhausted even as he slept. But Tai loved the innocence and beauty that Yama radiated even in his sleep. Tai watched as Yama's chest rose and fell softly, his own breath following in perfect co-ordination. He was quite certain that if Yamato was to suddenly stop breathing, he would too.
"My last night," Tai thought, somewhat bitterly, never taking his eyes off Yamato. He memorized every dip and curve of Yama's face, the way his hair looked perfect even in disarray, his delicate frame and the way his pale skin glowed with the moonlight. "My last night being able to watch you."
Tai ripped his eyes from Yamato harshly and closed his eyes. He rested his head on the wall behind him, wincing as he remembered the words that had cut his soul.
"Tai… I'm breaking up with you."
Every syllable echoed in hid head, causing him sharp and sudden heartache. A single tear threatened to fall, but Tai held it back. He still felt hurt and confused at Yamato's sudden announcement. He still didn't understand…
"Why?" was the only word Tai had managed to stutter in his state of shock. That started a long explanation from Yamato, and Taichi tried to argue his way out of their breakup at every corner. But the blonde had his mind set, and the argument only ended up in tears.
"Taichi," sighed Yamato in defeat. "I can't talk to you when you're like this. Just give it up. The fact is, I don't think I can love you anymore. It's just too exhausting."
That had left Taichi speechless.
"And… well… there's someone else." said Yamato in a weak voice, trying to meet Taichi's gaze.
"You mean... You've been cheating on me?" choked Taichi, not believing his ears. His Yamato, betraying him behind his back… the very thought enraged him and almost killed him.
Yamato frantically grabbed Taichi's arm. "No! Tai, I'd never do that to you! But he… I…" Yamato broke down, sobbing against taichi's arm and under his cold glare. "God, Chi… I'm so sorry… I don't want to hurt you, I love you so much…"
Yamato sobbed against Taichi's arm, murmuring incoherently. Taichi couldn't even move, and marveled at the coldness he felt as Yama clung onto him. He felt oddly detached to the whole situation, not saying a word as Yamato fell asleep against him.
After his whole arm was numb form Yamato's weight he finally stood up, gently cradling Yamato in his arms and laying him to rest on the bed. After doing so, he stumbled into the darkest, furthest corner in the room and slumped onto the floor.
And sat there, waiting for something to happen.
After forever, Taichi crawled over to Yamato's bedside reaching over and placing the Yamato's blonde locks off his face, thinking hard. Finally he leaned close, so close he could feel Yamato's breath on his neck. He could have sworn Yamato's breath quicken, but shook the feeling off and put his lips to Yamato's ear.
Whispering softly, he spoke his last request of Yamato into the night.
"Yama…please… don't tell him—don't tell him the same things that were meant only for me…" Tai felt a lump forming in his throat but didn't stop. "Don't tell him that you hate being alone in the middle of the night. Don't say you'll wait for his phone call, no matter how late it is. Don't tell him you only like roses if they're from him." Tai took a deep breath and continued in a trembling voice. "Please don't snuggle up to him and kiss him the way you kiss me. Don't creep up on him and hug him from behind, and just don't—don't make me just one of your ex boyfriends."
Tai gave a start as Yama made a whimpering sound, and turned in his sleep, so his back was facing Taichi.
"I… I still love you Yama." whispered Taichi fiercely, placing a light kiss on the back of Yama's head, not able to stop the tears now. He fled from Yamato's room hastily,
**
Yamato was trembling slightly, alone in the darkness of his room. Taichi's breath was still warm on his neck and he could still feel his kiss on the back of his head but his words had disappeared into the dark.
A single tear from Tai had fallen onto Yamato's face, and it mingled with his own tears.
"Love you too, Tai."
A/N: ok, I apologize if that was bad!! I really didn't mean it!! *wails* I'm sorry~~ this didn't actually turn out the way I wanted it to… review anyway, pls??
A/N: I haven't been written in ages!! Sorry to all of you (if there are any of you) who have been waiting for my other fics… I promised myself I'd do "rose confession" as soon as a got a hundred reviews, but now that I do, I still haven't started on it!! So this fic goes out to you, if you've been waiting for rose confession, or any of my other fics… thank you so much, and I'm truly very sorry…
Warning: shonen ai~~taito, to be exact.
Tai sat on the floor in a far corner of Yamato's room, staring at Yama's sleeping form, as he tried to fill in the vast emptiness that had been gnawing inside him for the past few hours. He felt weak inside and out, emotionally and physically. Yamato's face was still tear-stained, and he looked exhausted even as he slept. But Tai loved the innocence and beauty that Yama radiated even in his sleep. Tai watched as Yama's chest rose and fell softly, his own breath following in perfect co-ordination. He was quite certain that if Yamato was to suddenly stop breathing, he would too.
"My last night," Tai thought, somewhat bitterly, never taking his eyes off Yamato. He memorized every dip and curve of Yama's face, the way his hair looked perfect even in disarray, his delicate frame and the way his pale skin glowed with the moonlight. "My last night being able to watch you."
Tai ripped his eyes from Yamato harshly and closed his eyes. He rested his head on the wall behind him, wincing as he remembered the words that had cut his soul.
"Tai… I'm breaking up with you."
Every syllable echoed in hid head, causing him sharp and sudden heartache. A single tear threatened to fall, but Tai held it back. He still felt hurt and confused at Yamato's sudden announcement. He still didn't understand…
"Why?" was the only word Tai had managed to stutter in his state of shock. That started a long explanation from Yamato, and Taichi tried to argue his way out of their breakup at every corner. But the blonde had his mind set, and the argument only ended up in tears.
"Taichi," sighed Yamato in defeat. "I can't talk to you when you're like this. Just give it up. The fact is, I don't think I can love you anymore. It's just too exhausting."
That had left Taichi speechless.
"And… well… there's someone else." said Yamato in a weak voice, trying to meet Taichi's gaze.
"You mean... You've been cheating on me?" choked Taichi, not believing his ears. His Yamato, betraying him behind his back… the very thought enraged him and almost killed him.
Yamato frantically grabbed Taichi's arm. "No! Tai, I'd never do that to you! But he… I…" Yamato broke down, sobbing against taichi's arm and under his cold glare. "God, Chi… I'm so sorry… I don't want to hurt you, I love you so much…"
Yamato sobbed against Taichi's arm, murmuring incoherently. Taichi couldn't even move, and marveled at the coldness he felt as Yama clung onto him. He felt oddly detached to the whole situation, not saying a word as Yamato fell asleep against him.
After his whole arm was numb form Yamato's weight he finally stood up, gently cradling Yamato in his arms and laying him to rest on the bed. After doing so, he stumbled into the darkest, furthest corner in the room and slumped onto the floor.
And sat there, waiting for something to happen.
After forever, Taichi crawled over to Yamato's bedside reaching over and placing the Yamato's blonde locks off his face, thinking hard. Finally he leaned close, so close he could feel Yamato's breath on his neck. He could have sworn Yamato's breath quicken, but shook the feeling off and put his lips to Yamato's ear.
Whispering softly, he spoke his last request of Yamato into the night.
"Yama…please… don't tell him—don't tell him the same things that were meant only for me…" Tai felt a lump forming in his throat but didn't stop. "Don't tell him that you hate being alone in the middle of the night. Don't say you'll wait for his phone call, no matter how late it is. Don't tell him you only like roses if they're from him." Tai took a deep breath and continued in a trembling voice. "Please don't snuggle up to him and kiss him the way you kiss me. Don't creep up on him and hug him from behind, and just don't—don't make me just one of your ex boyfriends."
Tai gave a start as Yama made a whimpering sound, and turned in his sleep, so his back was facing Taichi.
"I… I still love you Yama." whispered Taichi fiercely, placing a light kiss on the back of Yama's head, not able to stop the tears now. He fled from Yamato's room hastily,
**
Yamato was trembling slightly, alone in the darkness of his room. Taichi's breath was still warm on his neck and he could still feel his kiss on the back of his head but his words had disappeared into the dark.
A single tear from Tai had fallen onto Yamato's face, and it mingled with his own tears.
"Love you too, Tai."
A/N: ok, I apologize if that was bad!! I really didn't mean it!! *wails* I'm sorry~~ this didn't actually turn out the way I wanted it to… review anyway, pls??