First fic, please be kind.bows Oh and this will contain shounen ai(boy boy love) so no like no read
Oh, and I DO NOT OWN Yu Yu Hakusho or any of its characters
At a desk in an average home's bedroom sat one red head draped across the desk. A dejected look graced his handsome yet slightly girlish features and his long red head cascaded around his head haphazardly., his vivid green eyes containing a far away look. A sigh escaped his lips as his eyes closed and replayed the memory again.
"So Yusuke's going back after all?"
"After he takes care of some things."
"And I guess your off too?"
"That's right, to my family."
Throw of the tear gem
"Hiei I can't except this I value our friendship and all we've been through but I'm not
interested in you that way."
"You fool I'm not giving my stone to you!"
"Relax it's a joke, you want me to give this to Yukina right?"
"That's right. I want you to tell her that her dear twin brother's been dead for years."
"Why don't you return it to her yourself Hiei?"
"I'm staying here in demon world. I want her to call off her ridiculous search for me."
"Even if you did want that I won't shut this door for you. You'll give this to her at your
own pace."
"You're the same way you were the first time we met, a pain who speaks the truth."
Handing back of the tear gem
Kurama, the name pf the red head at the desk, stifled a small laugh as he remembered Hiei's reaction after his comment with the tear gem and than the laughing abruptly stopped as he sank back down into his sorrow.
'Four years since that tournament, four whole years and you've never looked back. It's
to be expected gauging your reaction at that scene. My own little way of revealing my
feelings to you. I gauged you reaction, hoping to see hurt in those crimson pools of your
eyes. I hated the thought of causing you the pain I thought you'd be experiencing but it
was the only way I could know, let my icy calm coolness take over my vocal actions.
But, I'd gauged everything wrong before. The only thing that flashed through your eyes
was anger at the mere suggestion.'
A sigh escaped Kurama's lips as he closed his eyes and buried his head into his arms, murmurs escaped from his mouth barely audible because his mouth sitting in the crook of his elbow.
"Damn good thing I can have an icy cold exterior that shows no real emotion. Damn
good thing he let the 'joke' go. Damn good thing he hasn't come back to see his sister or
I would have gone to pieces. Damn good thing…I only cry in my room where nobody
can see or hear me…"
And with that Kurama, loving son at the moment and the feared Yoko in his past let sincere, meaningful tears slide down his face as they had every night for the past 4 yours since Hiei left. The only real tears that had graced his features because of emotion.
The tears continued nonstop for over a half an hour and after a full hour Kurama groggily pulled himself off the desk and walked to his bed. But before he made it to his bed the ¾ moon outside his window caught his gaze for a minute.
"So full looking yet not whole, a bit like me I suppose, none notices what's missing as a
big detail, just what's there is all that matters to everyone."
Kurama gazed a minute more and crawled into his bed, wrapping the covers around himself, and curling into a ball. Sleep claimed him fast.
From across the room in the darkest corner a pair of crimson eyes stared at Kurama confused at his obvious suffering and peculiar statements. The face that owned those crimson eyes gained a look of annoyance though.
'Great, more problems, now not only do I have to figure out why he didn't show up to the
last tournament but why the hell he's like this and who the hell he's talking about.
Probably some stupid human he fell for that idiot.'
Hiei let out an inaudible sigh and flitted out Kurama's window deciding to figure out what's wrong tomorrow because he had to calm himself from the waves of emotion coursing through his body because of the red head. Feelings he was sure he'd pushed away 4 years ago.
To be continued…
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