Everything I am is lost in his eyes. I drown in a field of clover, the haunting green eyes captivating me, drawing me in. There's a look in them, something strange and foreign, alien to me, but beautiful none the less. It's captivating.
Forehead to forehead, I stare into pools of green, oases in the desert of self-contempt and greed, water to my soul. His own soul is innocent, mine tainted with evil intent.
I intended to make him mine, to claim him, to take him as he is and make him into a better man than he's ever been. Yes, I intended to remake him, and in doing so, to make him my own.
I broke him down, wearing down his resistance; the will to do as I say is all he has left. He loved me, those tender green eyes shone it back, reflected his love with unswerving loyalty and obedience.
I brush his hand, grasping it for a moment. For all we've done, this is the first time I've ever held his hand. It is warm, like his heart was. I release his hand, knowing the Aurors will arrive soon.
I had to do it. If I hadn't killed him, some other death eater would have. At least I killed him gently; murdering him with kisses and promises.
I led him to this place. Dressed up in a suit and tie, perfect for dying. No one would have to change his clothing for a funeral. No one would see him nude, but myself and the worms that would consume him.
We walked without a word into the clearing, laughing in the soft spring rain. Together we walked into the cabin, eating our meal by the hearth light.
I took his virginity on the bearskin rug, not wanting to kill an innocent. He cried as I pushed into him. Tears of pain, joy, and passion and many more emotions poured out of his beautiful green eyes. I kissed him all over his neck, wanting more than anything to take his pain away, but finding no escape, to distract him from it.
Cries of pain ended as we built up a steady rhythm. It was time. I pulled out of him, and pressed a wand to his temple, destroying his mind in the blink of an eye.
I was sent to seduce him, to catch him off guard and kill him. He caught me off guard, and I fell for him, and then made him fall into nothingness as I fell into darkness.