A little scribble about Demyx and Zexion.

I have to point out that I don't usually read, watch or write yaoi (or shonen ai) but this pair just touched my heart! So I had to write something about them.. it's not the best work but dude, it's past midnight here!

There are two chapters, this first tells this story from Demyx's point of view and the 2nd is from Zexy's POV, I recommend you to read both because this first leaves Zexy's feelings to be total mystery and the second does the same to Demyx's feelings.

Enjoy.

You Make me Feel

-Demyx

He was the first person I saw when I arrived to the Castle That Never Was. Apart from Xemnas of course. Superior had just started introducing the castle to me when we run to him in the corridor. He looked very young, I guessed he had been 'bout 19 or so when he died and formed a nobody. But it was his hair and face that took my attention. His hair was deep blue coloured and it covered his right eye and almost half of the face. He didn't saw it then but the hair was short and little fluffy in the back and left side. The eye that showed was blue but in right light it looked dark lilac. His face showed no emotions when he saw us. He bowed his head to Xemnas.

"Number VI your timing is perfect!" superior said. "This is number IX, Demyx. He'll be yours to take care of." after he had said that Xemnas patted my back and left via dark portal. I turned my eyes back to the dark haired man. His face was still emotionless when I held out my hand and introduced myself.

"Hi, I'm Demyx, nice to meet ya." He looked at my hand for a moment before taking it.

"Zexion" was all he said as he pulled his hand off. Then he turned and showed me around the castle.

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After I while I got to know him better. Or I realized he didn't do stuff with others. He didn't wanna be with others. Nobody actually knows anything else about him. When I realized that he wasn't going to speak with me easily I asked others if they knew what kind of things Zexion liked. Everyone of them just shook their heads and told him to leave Zexion alone, 'cause that's what he wanted. I didn't believe them. Everyone, even we nobodies, wants to have someone to talk to, to hang out with and stuff. I befriended with Axel quickly, he was spicy soul and I felt easy with him. But I wanted to befriend with Zexion too. Or lately I've been feeling other feelings too... Whenever I saw him I felt alive, like I was real.

So I went to the library, hoping that he'd be there. And of course he was. Zexion was lying eyes closed on the sofa. I stepped closer and saw book on the ground near the sofa. History of music. Why was he reading something like that? I wondered. Then I realized that he was actually sleeping, not just resting his eyes. Good thing I hadn't just stormed in yelling something stupid as usual. I kneeled next to the sofa near his head and watched him sleep. Zexion's face was peaceful. I saw his lips. I leaned closer. I breathed out slowly and my lips were so close to his... Zexion moaned. I backed off quickly. What I almost did? I tried to kiss him! I was in shock.

"Dem.." Zexion said very quietly. I wasn't even sure he actually said that. Then Zexion woke up.

"Oh, Dem what are you doing here?" he asked still sleepy.

"I came to see u, Zexy." I said grinning. Forget that almost kiss! Focus!

"What do you want?" Zexion asked with his normal annoyed voice. He wakes up quite fast.

"Just talk to you!" I got up and gave him cheerful smile.

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He slowly warmed up for me. Slowly I got to know things about him. Like his real name, which is Ienzo, what are his favorite books and other "meaningless stuff" as he says. I had done some thinking. Superior always says that we don't have hearts and that's how we don't have feelings. I had theory. And I wanted to share it with my Zexy. So I knocked his door.

"Go away." was the answer I got after knocking few times.

"Aww, come on man, it's me, Demyx, let me in!" I persuaded. I thought I heard swearing, but Zexion didn't swear, did he? Then I heard foot steps as he walked around in the room.

Finally Zexion came up and opened the door. I stepped in closing the door behind me. My nose picked up strange scent but I couldn't identify it. I shook my head.

"What do you want?" Zexion asked. I hadn't heard those words since he started to open for me. He sounded so cold. I opened my mouth but couldn't get any words out in shock. Then I saw an emotion on his face. It was there only fleeting moment but it was there. Pain.

"I'm so sorry Dem.. I'm just..." Zexion apologized. "tired" he looked tired. He looked exhausted.

"I-it's okay" I mumbled. "I'm sorry to disturb you, Zexy.."

"So you had something to say or you just wanted to disturb me?" Zexion asked smiling slightly.

"Oh, yeah! I have one theory!" I said proudly. He raised an eyebrow.

"Do you think we could actually be connected to our lost hearts?" I blurted. Zexion stood still. Thinking. I knew how he felt about this subject. He believed that we didn't have hearts and emotions. I hoped that spending time with me would make him feel things that I felt. Passion. Warmth. Happiness. Then he opened his mouth.

"I.. don't know.." He said in small voice. I think I looked as surprised as he did. I stepped closer and took his hand. He was shorter than me.

"What do you feel?" I asked. His hand was cold. Zexion hesitated for awhile before answering.

"Warmth?" he looked so vulnerable when he was unsure.

"Yes..." I moved my hands to back of his head and moved closer. He looked so surprised. I placed a soft kiss to his lips.

"Do you feel something?" I asked when I backed down. Too fast. I wanted to feel him. I wanted him to feel. I believed that we could feel. Together. Zexion looked troubled. I tilted my head. I still rested my hands on his shoulders. He didn't seem to dislike it.

"What are you thinking?" I asked gently. He lifted his eyes from the ground he was staring at.

"Conflict." He said. I raised my eyebrows.

"Care to explain?"

"I know... that I don't have a heart." He said. He reached to my right hand and placed it to his chest. Where the heart should be. No pounding. I looked him with sad face and opened my mouth to argue. But before I had chance to say anything he lifted his fingers to my lips.

"But there are things I like. How can I like anything if I don't have a heart?" he asked. "And then there is you." He said as he looked right in to my eyes.

"There is... me?" I asked confused. Maybe... he did feel the same I did. Passion.

"Yes, there is you.." Zexion repeated. He lifted his hands to my cheeks and pulled my face down to his waiting lips.

"You make feel things I have never felt before"

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I'm sorry its little messy...

But thanks for reading! Review? I use... Demyx's puppy eyes! Now you can't resist! *Evil laugh*