It has been 5 long months since He left me. I cry all day and all night, I loved him with all my heart! Hell, I can not even say his name. Even THINK his name without bursting into tears!

i'm so tired of being here
suppressed by all of my childish fears
and if you have to leave
i wish that you would just leave

He did Just leave he never loved me I was just a distraction
because your presence still lingers here
and it won't leave me alone


Every time I near danger I hear his voice it makes me feel somewhat like he still loves be to bad it is just a fantasy!


these wounds won't seem to heal
this pain is just too real
there's just too much that time cannot erase

This hole in my heart caused by him will never heal I loved him too much....

when you cried i'd wipe away all of your tears
when you'd scream i'd fight away all of your fears
and i've held your hand through all of these years
but you still have all of me

I would cry into his shirt and stain it with my tears.

My fears did not exist with him there for me to protect me

In the short time we knew each other it was like we had a lifelong relationship

He will always have my heart which is my soul......

you used to captivate me
by your resonating light
but now i'm bound by the life you left behind
your face it haunts my once pleasant dreams
your voice it chased away all the sanity in me

My Greek God Adonis, as I called him gave off his own special light, which made me seee what was missing in my life

Love

All my Dreams are of him leaving me in the forest replaying over and over until I awake screaming.

His voice when dangger was near made me feel semi-whole.

these wounds won't seem to heal
this pain is just too real
there's just too much that time cannot erase

when you cried i'd wipe away all of your tears
when you'd scream i'd fight away all of your fears
and i've held your hand through all of these years
but you still have all of me

I love Him

Sad but true he left and hear I am to pretend to be happy

for friends & family when I feel like I will fall apart any moment....


i've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone
and though you're still with me
i've been alone all along

He is gone!

No matter how much I wish to deny it he is gone forever But,

Edward I will always love you even if you do not feel the same way...

these wounds won't seem to heal
this pain is just too real
there's just too much that time cannot erase

when you cried i'd wipe away all of your tears
when you'd scream i'd fight away all of your fears
and i've held your hand through all of these years
but you still have all of me