This idea was coming for awhile, but I didn't have the time to post it until now. I hope you guys enjoy this, because I put a LOT of time, thought, and effort into this chapter!

*I don't own Star Wars: The Clone Wars, or How To Train Your Dragon! The song used in this chapter also belongs to Disney's Lion Guard Return of the Roar.*


"Gronkle!" = Talking

"Deadly Nadder!" = Thinking

"Hideous Zippleback!" = Yelling


Leaving the Jedi


In the Jedi Temple, everyone had either turned in for the night or was away on a mission. Well, all but one.

Fourteen year old Ahsoka Tano was in the midst of packing what little she possessed. Her reason? She was leaving the Jedi Order… for good. Now you might be wondering why she's doing that. Well, it's a bit of a sad story, really.

You see, earlier that month, Ahsoka had been on a mission with Anakin on the planet of Mustafar. Their job was to stop the Separatists from turning the planet into a droid foundry. If they did that, they'd in essence gain a major stronghold in the outer rim. Everything was going well at first, at least until Count Dooku showed up.

He attacked the two of them, and Anakin had ordered his Padawan to retreat. But Ahsoka wasn't about to let her master fight against a Sith lord without help, so she did the one thing that she really shouldn't have done.

She disobeyed him.

She ran at Dooku and engaged him in a Lightsaber clash while Anakin could do nothing to help as a large squad of Battle Droids started attacking him. At first, it seemed like Ahsoka had the Sith on the ropes. He seemed to be on the defensive for just about the entire fight, and Anakin was slicing his way through the Droids like nobody's business! But just as it looked like they were gonna win…

Dooku sliced Ahsoka's whole right arm clean off!

Her arm and Lightsaber both fell into the molten lava rivers of Mustafar, incinerating them both, and leaving Ahsoka on the ground. She could do nothing except clutch the area where her arm once was. Once Dooku knew he had struck a crippling blow to Skywalker, he left the planet while the remaining Droids were scraped.

By the time Anakin had gotten to her, Ahsoka had already passed out from the pain. He immediately got to the ship and had the medical Droids on board stabilize his Padawan. While he was disappointed in her rash decision to attack Dooku and mad that she had blatantly disobeyed him, he was more worried for her life at the time.

The good thing about Lightsaber wounds? They never bleed, so Ahsoka didn't need a transfusion. But they still needed to build her a replacement droid arm to replace her missing one, and take her to Ilum so she could build a new Lightsaber.

But ever since that day, things were never the same for Ahsoka.

Many of the Jedi, Knight and Padawan alike, had begun to think of Ahsoka as nothing more than a walking disaster waiting to strike. Even the younglings didn't seem to trust her anymore. The clones of the 501st also seemed to grow distrustful of the young Togruta. Even going so far as to distance themselves from her. All of this loneliness coupled with her own pain and heartache made her feel even more unwanted than before.

So after all of this time, she finally had enough. She finished packing her things, and began to quickly write a note on her holo comm.

"Dear Master Skywalker,"

"By the time you read this, I'll already be gone and you won't know where I am. The fact of the matter is, I've had enough of all of the pain, loneliness, and distrust from everyone! It's like they think that I'm nothing but a deathtrap on legs! Even Rex and the clones don't want anything to do with me! So I'm doing the only thing that will really make them all happy. I'm leaving the Jedi Order! Don't bother to come looking for me! I know now that if I'm not really wanted at the Temple, then I just have to go somewhere where I KNOW I'm wanted."

"I have my Lightsaber with me, at least, so you don't have to worry about me being unable to protect myself. Just know that no matter how far apart we are or how much time passes, you'll always be my teacher… and my surrogate father, Skyguy."

"Sincerely, Ahsoka."

With her message written, Ahsoka placed it on her desk, and removed her Padawan beads from her Lekku. She looked at it for a moment, and briefly reconsidered about leaving. With a heavy heart, Ahsoka place the beads on the Data Pad, and left with her things in hand.

As she walked out of the Temple, she reflected on her life and the incident that led up to this. A song she knew all too well soon made its way into her head as she lamented on how worthless she felt.

Why?

Why even trust me at all?

They say the order's my call,

But then come tell me I'm wrong.

Now what?

What should I do?

And who,

Who do I turn to?

Now everything feels so upside down.

Deep down, maybe I knew,

It was way too good to be true.

Now everyone's looking down on me.

Some Jedi I turned out to be!

Suddenly, a harsh light appeared in front of Ahsoka, forcing her to cover her eyes. When it died down to tolerable levels, Ahsoka heard a voice from within it.

"Ahsoka…"

Our young Togruta opened her eyes, and gasped in recognition. Standing in front of her was the spirit of a smiling male Togruta that looked a lot like her. However, he had a far more masculine build, his eyes are brown instead of blue, and his Lekku are shorter and stockier. He was wearing the traditional battle armor of a Togrutan hunter. But clipped to his belt was a Saber Staff, showing that he was a Jedi.

"Holy Force…! Are you…?"

"Yes, Ahsoka. I am your father."

"Torroka Tano…! I've heard a lot about you." Ahsoka said.

"And I have been watching you, Little 'Soka. Padawan of the Jedi Order." Torroka replied.

Ahsoka looked down in shame when he said that. Her apparent father noticed this, but didn't lose his smile. He knew why his daughter chose to leave the order, and he honestly didn't blame her for it. He honestly would've done the same thing if he was in her shoes.

"I'm not a Jedi, father. At least, not anymore." Ahsoka said. "Everyone there hates me for my foolish actions against count Dooku. And I think my former master will be too worried to let me go on missions again. Especially since I got THIS for my recklessness on Mustafar." she added, gesturing to her droid prosthetic.

"Ahsoka, Anakin is worried about you. But he worried because he loves you like a little sister, or even as if you were his own daughter." Torroka explained. "Being a Jedi is not always easy. There come times where you will experience heavy failures as well as great loss."

This made Ahsoka doubt herself even more, even though the words of her father had great merit to them.

"Then maybe everyone's right. Maybe I was never meant to be a Padawan! Maybe I'll never even be ready to reach Knighthood! One day, I'm doing great on the battlefield, then the next I'm getting my arm sliced clean off! And… I don't want to end up as a Sith!"

"Do not be afraid, Ahsoka! Trust your instincts. Whether you are a Jedi or not, the Force will be there for you when you need it. And so will I! Until all are one!" Torroka said.

He took a step forward, and kissed his daughter on her forehead before disappearing. When he was gone, Ahsoka began to reflect on his parting words.

"Trust my instincts. The Force will be there when I need it."

She smiled as her confidence began to return. She resumed her song as she continued her trek away from the Jedi Temple and everything she's ever known.

Maybe my journey is far from done.

They need a hero, and I'm the one!

So now it's time for them all to see,

The Jedi I was born to be!

It is time~

To take the lead on my own!

It is time~

To branch out from all I've ever known!

No need to worry,

The choice is done.

Now I believe I truly am the one!

So is it time?

Is it time?

Yes…

It… Is… Time!

She took one final look at what had been her home for most of her life. Ahsoka knew that her master was on a mission right now, so he probably wouldn't get her message until early tomorrow morning. She took a deep breath, and walked away for what might be forever.


I know this chapter is pretty dark and depressing, but I needed a little bit of these dark emotions in the beginning of the story. I've also posted a poll for which dragon Ahsoka should get. So don't forget to vote! SEE YA LATER!