"I love you, Jade.."
"hmm.. I love too, Tor"
we kissed under the moonlight. I didn't know...
"Jade! faster!"
"Tori! look where you're going, be a little more careful!"
I should have do as she said.. faster.. I didn't know then..
"Jade! I love you alright?"
I smiled.. you was smiling too.. sweetheart, I didn't know..
"Tori!!"
The nightmare starts there... I didn't know dear..
"TORI!"
I'm sorry.. I didn't know..
"we're sorry, Jade.." Cat whispered while tears runs down her face
the guys was around us.. all was crying..
I didn't.. My eyes was dry.. it lose the light.. as your coffin was lower into the ground.. I was buried too that moment.
"Jade?.. oh Jade.."
I lose it all, Tor.. my reality.. my voice.. my feelings.. my life..
it's all because, I didn't know..
a certain memory was there in my mind.
when the car sped towards you, all I could do then, was scream your name. I was to far from you.. to save you.. time seems to speed up as in the next moment you was laying on the bloody road.. in your own pool of blood....
Now I live in this cold dark truth We called reality. Catatonic sent me into my mindless fantasy every so often. there.. I always played this one memory. where I can always be with you...
"Jade? I love you"
nothing makes me anymore happy than that... cause that's what you said when I sleeps nowaday..
so when I wake up to this Catatonic reality will I only smile.. and said..
"I love you, Tor.." and it stays the only words I'd say until in the end they took off my life support machine.
And now I'm only waiting to meet you again, sweetheart.
How did we came to this, love? It was all because.. I didn't know..