Hi everyone!

This is my first story. It has been on my mind for a while now and it just wouldn't shut up, so I had no choice but to start writing it!

It will be updated everyday or few times a day depending on how much writing time I can sneak in my schedule. The chapters will be short.

I am looking for beta so please excuse any mistakes.

Please review and tell me what you think.

Disclamer: I do not own Vampire Academy or its characters. I just like to have fun with them.

Hole In My Soul

Butterfly wings on my lips. Feather touch all over my body. The feeling of liquid fire running through my veins. That electric current jolting me to life again. The ice in my heart melting.

I feel alive. I have never felt more alive than right now, in this precise moment.

The kiss turns hungry. Like we are trying to devour each other. I want to mould into your body and disappear, just become a part of you.

Any distance is too much and I can't stand not feeling your skin pressed again mine.

The look in your eyes. The way your voice is husky and low. You're breathless. I feel the sweat forming on your body, as well as on mine.

I can't get enough of you. And I know you can't get enough of me.

I'm ready to implode. I have never felt this way before. You hot mouth all over my body.

And as you are getting ready to enter me, you look into my eyes and say those three words that I have never leave your lips before.

"I love you!"

I jolt awake. It's quiet, the only sound my ragged breathing.

The hole in my sole is ripped wide open and bleeding again.

I feel so cold. The ice is coming back replacing the fire I felt just a minute ago.

I look at the sleeping form next to me and I feel even colder.

Oh God, it was just a dream, just a dream! I feel like screaming but I know I can't scream.

It will wake up the sleeping man behind me and our son in the bedroom across the hall.

The sleeping man who is my husband. And who is not you.

And the hole in my soul grows bigger...

Please review!