It´s me and my first songfict…I just thought the song described the story so well so…I did it hehe.
Disc.:The song is from my favorite band, Queen, not mine and obviously, The characters are from the creators of School Days…
I'm just the pieces of the man I used to be
Too many bitter tears are raining down on me
Now, I make it with anyone, I don't care what happen with them…I just have nothing to live for… But I still crying, that's the worst thing, I can't stop it….
I'm far away from home
And I've been facing this alone for much too long
My originals ideas are now forgotten… No one is with me to help…Everything I have done is MY problem , nobody else's .
Oh, I feel like no-one ever told the truth to me
About growing up and what a struggle it would be
Maybe I got it wrong but…I didn´t know that love had THAT kind of power, everything love could do and I didn´t know it…
In my tangled state of mind
I've been looking back to find where I went wrong
I know my actions weren't the best but… I just made what my heart said..I couldn't find the mistake…Till now.
Too much love will kill you if you can't make up your mind
Torn between the lover and the love you leave behind
I loved a person, then I loved another…Is that so bad?… When Kotonoha went crazy…I didn't mean that ..is just,…just.
You're headed for disaster cos you never read the signs
Too much love will kill you every time
I couldn't realize anything, I know it but it wasn't that bad for killing me… I mean, I wouldn't do anything bad to you Sekai, Why did you love me? , It had to be me necessarily? I know that you don't choose who you're fallen in love with but, Is simple, if you didn't exist this would never had happen…And everything ended killing us…
I'm just the shadow of the man I used to be
And it seems like there's no way out of this for me
In the moment I realized how the things were, I thought I could do something to fix it, but it was too late, nothing I could do was going to change our story ending…
I used to bring you sunshine
Now all I ever do is bring you down
I was a normal teenager, I had dreams, fantasies , everything that a common teenager would have… And when I got a girlfriend I steeled being common, When I got Sekai,a lover, everybody sometime has had a lover and cheated on her couple. I thought it wasn't THAT bad, but I didn't care about other people's feelings.
Ooh, how would it be if you were standing in my shoes
Can't you see that it's impossible to choose
No, there's no making sense of it
Every way I go I'm bound to lose, oh yes
Any step I took, Any decision I made, nothing could do something to avoid that …
Too much love will kill you, just as sure as none at all
It'll drain the power that's in you, make you plead and
scream and crawl
Maybe it didn't has happened to another person…But It has happened to ME.
And the pain will make you crazy, you're the victim of
your crime
Too much love will kill you every time
There's nothing I can do, all the pain I have caused to the other people now is on me, I deserved that.
Yes, too much love will kill you, it'll make your life a lie
Yes, too much love will kill you and you won't understand why
Before dying , I never could see the entire panorama of everything that happened, I was lost, nothing made sense , I tried to understand but I couldn't, I thought: -It can´t has ended like that,…- . Of all this trouble,…It ended like that…
You'd give your life, you'd sell your soul but here it
comes again
Too much love will kill you in the end, in the end
If someone ask for my life story… I wouldn't like that what they discover is that I was a shit as human… But well, that was my existence sense, nothing more than that.. The life has things to teach to the other people, and there have to be examples of what not to do…That's my point of view, now that you now my story, I don't think you'll be THAT stupid to make the same things that I did…And that's it … All my life was just for that , but well, all the pain I had cause, it's gonna be recompensed by my example…Now on , if I live again, I hope I can fix my mistakes , 'cause I was a human too and I want to have a common adult…I don't want to be known or famous… All I wanted and want is HAPINESS.