Nothingness
I stayed still. Afraid that the blank landscape was going to somehow hurt me. It was barely a landscape as well. There was no ground, no sky, no anything. Just a lot of people.
A lot of people that I killed. Most of them.
When Ryuk said that humans that have used the Death Note does not go to Heaven or Hell, I knew straight away that what he was meaning was that there was no hell. He then explained that where we go to is Mu. Nothingness.
Well he wasn't lying about that part. All there is all around me are people. In the darkness of Nothingness. I cried out loud in rage and everyone around me turned their heads to look at me. I noticed their faces. From what I worked out was that they have been crying and I worked out that the longer they've been in here, the more they've cried, and that means sooner or later they started crying blood when all their tears have been cried out.
My mouth was open as I saw in horror that everyone around me have blood streams running down their faces, making their faces surreal. I started to cry uncontrollably. This was not how it was meant to be. This was not how I planned. I was supposed to be God. Ruling over the perfect world. How did I mess up so much.
Suddenly, unwillingly, my thoughts went back to when I was down on the ground of the warehouse, covered in my own blood. In hindsight, I cringed. I was desperate. Calling to my old allies whom I've either betrayed, killed or blocked away from my plans. And at that time, I forgot what Ryuk had said to me a long time ago.
"I just want to have some fun. I will not be helping you or L in a way that'll give you an advantage. I am just a mere spectator."
Or something like that anyway.
My heart sank when Ryuk told me that the name that he was writing down was mine. I forgot what he said about that as well.
"In the end, I'll be the one who'll write your name down."
I continued to cry before I felt that someone was watching me. I turned around, which was quite easily, since I was floating. And I saw a familiar face.
L's face.
My face scrunched up in anger as he put a sad smile at me, but my anger disappeared when I heard what he said to me.
"I wish we could have been friends for a little longer when we were alive." I stared at him in disbelief.
"That is my only regret." He continued.
And I paused. My tears streamed down my face. But he was right, even in between me trying to find out his real name and trying to kill him, I enjoyed his company.
I looked at his face, there were no bloody streams running down from his eyes. I couldn't even see any evidence that he has been crying. "Why have you not been crying?"
"In here, all of the ones that you have killed are roaming. And I've been telling them who was Kira, they are fond of meeting you."
I looked around in terror. And sure enough, familiar faces of the people whom I have killed were floating-approaching me. I gasped and looked back at L. "No, don't do this."
"I'm sorry, I wish we were friends longer." L said simply.