"I'm sorry Edward I can't do this anymore". There was a long pregnant pause as he contemplated what I said. To be honest I had been thinking this for months even before Italy I'm young I want to be free with my whole life ahead of me and I don't believe that life includes Edward. "But why" he exclaimed loudly. "I am my own person Edward I do not need you hovering over me all the time I don't need another mother, I already have one when I became a shell of a person after you left I was foolish. I wish I could get that time back but I can't and that is your fault, you sent me tail spinning into something that was just not stronger than that and you took it away from me" he was still frozen in the same position when I finished my speech . he started mumbling quietly "Just go Edward i cant be with you the sooner you except that the better for the both of us" I was growing bored of explaining that i wasn't for him anymore. "You will regret this Bella" he said menacingly as he swiftly got up and left only after saying goodbye to my father
I walked swiftly down stairs to meet the eyes of a very happy Charley "You did the right thing bells I'm happy for you" he said "Okay dad I'm going to jakes I'll see you later." I jumped into my truck and took the familiar drive down to La push I couldn't wait for my first weekend of freedom it was exhilarating and exiting .As green forest whizzed past I could not get there fast enough,soon enough the small red house I loved came into view that house was always so full even after Sarah passed it was always a safe haven for me much like the rest of la push .My thoughts were being ripped from me as someone swung the cab door open. There stood Jake my adopted brother waiting excitedly for me to get out of the truck. "Come on bells I want you to meet everyone" he spilled out in a rush. He was always this hyper and I loved it he led me quickly into the house. Once everyone was settled to the front room he introduced he to his friends Quil, Embry, Sam, Jared,paul and the most hansom man id ever met Jake had to say his name three times for me to even hear it I was so enchanted by his beautiful face while he looked at me like he was a blind man seeing the sun for the first time he took my face softly in his hands and pressed his lips gently to mine ,Embry I moaned quietly.