Okay, so I [emily wrote this a while ago. We [Jenni and I has an aspiration at one more to write a whole bunhc of songs fics...and well, let's just say this was the only one that actually go completed. Go me!
Anyway. I don't own the song. And it's obviously called 'Learn to Be Lonely.' I suggest you go and listen to it.
summary: ...Family means the world to me. I want to be his everything. Call me crazy, but I want to be his wife.
Learn To Be Lonely
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emilyanne
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Child of the wilderness,
Born into emptiness,
Learn to be lonely,
Harry didn't choose to be an orphan at the age of one…
He shouldn't have had to grow up as if he was a servant…
It wasn't fair. It wasn't right.
Learn to find your world in darkness
But somehow he got through it.
I never would have been able to…family means the world to me…and I hoped that if we had a family it would've meant everything to him…
Who will be there for you,
Comfort and care for you?
Learn to be lonely,
I want to be his everything…
I want to be the air he breathes, the thought in his head that he can't stop thinking about.
Call me crazy…but I want to be his wife.
I want to be Mrs. Ginny Potter.
Learn to be your one companion
…But I never will be.
And I don't understand why…
Never dreamed out in the world,
There are arms to hold you,
All I wanted was for him to be held in my arms. And for him to know that I would always be there for him…though thick and thin…through sickness in health…and through the war.
You've always known,
Our heart was on its own,
Harry always said he had to do everything on his own…he never wanted to hurt anyone else…especially the people he loved…most of all me.
Doesn't he see that it hurts me to be away from him. Doesn't he?
I guess not…
But being alone as made him strong…it's made him who he is…and I can't change that…
I don't want to change that…
So laugh in your loneliness,
Child of the wilderness,
Learn to be lonely,
I'll wait for him.
Learn how to love life that is lived alone
I'll wait for him forever…
..until the war is over.
...until we reach wherever you go after you die.
..forever.
But until then…I'll never be with anyone else.
Learn to be lonely,
Life can be lived,
I just hope he'll feel the same as me in one hundred years…
Life can be loved
But until then…
Alone
I'll try my hardest to live as I have before. I have friends…and family…to help me through this.
I hope Harry knows that he has family too…even if it isn't by blood.
But sometimes…it's better that way.
I'll always be there for him…even when he doesn't want me to be there.