disclaimer- I DO NOT OWN TWILIGHT!
carries on from page 318 in New Moon
BPOV
Goodbye I love you was my last thought...
A blinding white light made me squeeze my eyes together before opening them fully. I was laying on a soft, white floor surrounded by clouds, there was a huge white gate and a stairway that lead up into a blinding white light, I had a pretty good idea of where I was.
"Hello dear" a soft musical voice said from behind me, I turned around and gasped. Before me stood the most beautiful woman I've ever seen, even more beautiful than Rosalie (I never thought that could be possible). She wore a an ankle length flowing white dress which had a thin gold belt and gold straps, she had the most beautiful heart shaped face, which was surrounded by long wavy light blond hair, her blue eyes sparkled as she looked back at me. But what got me the most were her long white feathery wings, which almost reached her toes.
She smiled as she looked at me, her eyes might of blinded me if the light hadn't already done that.
"Am I dead ?" I asked even I could hear the happiness in my question.
"No, well not technically yet" She told me.
"What do you mean" I asked confused.
"I mean dear that is is limbo,between living and dead" She told me smiling reassuringly.
"Why am I here?, why haven't I gone to heaven? What am I going to hell then?" I exclaimed.
"What no dear, it's just that you have a choice" she told me calmly.
"What?" I was seriously confused now.
"Well it looks like not your time yet sweetie" she moved closer to me her dress blowing in the faint gust of wind, she reached me and took my hand in hers, "your going to be sent back sweetheart, we'll watch over you, we'll make sure you're safe" she told me determinedly.
How, How can I go back to pretending, pretending that everything's alright, because every thing's not alright, not without Edward. I started to hear a faint voice shouting.
"BREATHE!" It sounded like Jacob
"It's time to go dear, just remember when it's time to chose, the older and antique is, the better." with that she faded away leaving only me in the white room. It suddenly got colder and started getting brighter and brighter. I heard Jake shout again
"BREATHE, BELLA! C'MON!"
And then I slowly opened my eyes.