Chapter One: You Again!

Logan Mitchell is not good with words. Logan Mitchell is not good with girls. Logan Mitchell is not good with words or girls. Logan Mitchell had a girlfriend back in Texas, where he lived until he got the callback for Big Time Rush. Logan Mitchell was in love. She was beautiful. He could still see her when he closed his eyes. Long flowing brown hair, softer than silk. Big beautiful green eyes that changed in color. The most delicate plush pink lips.

Aria Sienna Natalia Henderson. His Aria. He could still smell that sweet perfume on the shirt that he had accidentally packed. He could still hear that precious melody that she'd hum to him. He could still hear that angelic voice that was made to sing to him. He still loved her. Even after a year, three month, four weeks, thirteen hours, twenty-seven minutes, and thirty-two seconds.

He may be called the 'brains' of Big Time Rush, but in reality, He is so stupid. Why? 'Why?' Is the only thing he wants to know. Why didn't he go back? Tell her he loved her? To tell her he wanted them to be together forever? But he didn't. Because Logan Mitchell's stupid.

It hurt to think about her. About both of them. He knew it was about to get harder because she, the love of his life had switched from PeaceUp Records, to the same label that he is on. He remembered that day. The day were he lost his everything. That dreadful, sorrowful, dreary September, Autumn day.

*Flashback*

"Logie? Babe I gotta tell you something." I knew just from the tone of her voice something wasn't right. I quickly sat up on my bed at full alert.

We had just been laying on my bed relaxing and talking before I had to start packing. I had audition and been chosen to be apart of the Nickelodeon series, Big Time Rush. Ri was here to help and to spend as much time with me as possible.

"Um...I don't really know how to say this but... Baby I'm pregnant."

Eternity. That's how long I stayed quiet. I didn't talk, I barely breathed. My girlfriend of two years was pregnant. Why now? Out of the twenty-four months that we have been together, she gets pregnant right as I'm about to leave.

"Pr-Pregnant" I choke out. I see tears form in her eyes as she nods.

"Oh god. Ohgodohgodohgodohgod!" I run my hands through my hair and stand up starting to pace.

"I, it was just confirmed earlier this morning, Lo." She whispers.

"Uh, are you sure? I mean like a hundred percent." I ask desperately.

"I didn't get my period this entire month. I got scared and took two pregnancy tests. One was positive the other was negative. I got confused and went to my OBGYN. She asked me when was the last time we did it."

"Uh... The third right? That was right before you went on that business trip." I cut in.

"Right, so she did the math and it turns out Friday, the fourteenth is the exact day I got pregnant."

"My birthday." I mutter.

"Mhmm so she took some test and called me an hour before I got over here. She told me the results were positive and apparently I'm pregnant."

I almost faint then and there.

Fuck! Really? I, I can't. I can't do this. I'm not ready to be a father. I just turned twenty-one I'm barely old enough to drink! And... BTR. Big Time Rush was just formed. There's no way I could give this up. I am just taking off in my acting career. Nothing is going to stop me from acting. But wait, I love Aria. And I would love our baby. I don't know what to do. I know I don't want to spend my first BTR paycheck on diapers, and bottles but, ughh! This is so confusing.

I lean against a wall sliding down into a sitting position. I think I know what I'm gonna do. I love Aria but, I just don't think I can handle this. It would be way to hard anyway. Long hours at the set and trying to take care of a baby at the same time wouldn't work. And it would be extremely hard for Aria to.

"Ri." I whisper almost inaudibly.

"Yes, my love?" She whispers in return.

Why is she making this so hard? Am I really gonna go through with this? She was always so loyal and trust worthy to me. Am I willing to throw that away? I guess I am.

"Aria... I don't think we can be together anymore." I respond expressionlessly. I look up to see she has her poker face on.

"What?" She says blankly.

"Oh come on Ri, cut the crap. You and I both know this would be to hard. It would have been hard having a long distance relationship if you weren't pregnant. And if you came with me it would be worse. I'd be working long, hard hours and you'd constantly be stressed. This wouldn't work out."

The tears that so desperately wanted to come pouring out of my eyes were held back.

"No, no!" She screams.

She gets up and walks over, moving so she's straddling my knees right in front of me.

"Baby, baby look at me. Look at me please! Nothing will ever tear us apart, never. Baby I love you! Please don't do this. Say you love me. Just tell me this one thing babe please. Fuck Lo just tell me you love me!" She was a screaming, sobbing mess.

She leaned her head against my shoulder beginning to hyperventilate. I rocked her back and forth reveling in the feeling of Aria in my arms. Once she calmed down and was condensed to steadily flowing tears, I stood up, keeping her wrapped in my arms. We stood right outside of my apartment door in the hallway. She looked up at me and I could tell she was about to start sobbing again.

I pulled her into me staring down into her beautiful eyes. My shaky fingers cradled her face as I leaned down and place my lips against hers for the last time. I felt equally shaky fingers wrap around my wrist with the intention of never letting go.

That was possibly the sweetest kiss I have ever had in my life. I pulled my lips away from her and she looked at me with hope in her eyes. I step away from her and shake my head, denying her of what we both desperately wanted.

She looks down nodding her head, trying hysterically to stop the cries that I can practically see building up inside her. She wipes her nose with back of her hand and looks at me. I look back at her. She actually laughs. I look at her weird.

"How naïve of me to think that I found a guy to actually love me. Your all the same. Jerk." I knew that was her anger and frustration talking but I couldn't help but feel hurt. She turned around got into the elevator and pressed the ground floor. Right before the doors closed she gave me a sarcastic smile, and flipped me the bird.

I turned away, ducking inside my apartment. I looked at the suitcase next to my bed and pulled it onto my bed. One by one I folded jeans, t-shirts and other crap I happened to have, not once noticing the gray floral tank-top sitting at the bottom of my luggage.

*flashback over*

She hated me now. I don't blame her. I'm an idiot. I turned to the TV and the first thing I saw was her gorgeous face. She was everywhere. On every perverted fuckers wall. On every magazine cover. On every commercial. She was everywhere and I was slowly starting to go insane. Everyone knew that she had a kid. Or should I say kids. Twins. A boy and a girl. Arianna and Aaron. They were six months old now. Everyone also knew that I was the father. Logan Mitchell goody two shoes got a girl pregnant. Everyone sympathized her giving her publicity and I was now know as Big Time Rush's bad boy. Gustavo loved that. Probably because Griffin gave him another million.

"LOGAN ah blah blah blah!" Carlos shouted in my ear for reasons unknown.

"Huh oh what 'Litos?" I ask.

"Gustavo just called and he wants us to welcome his quote 'newest money making monkey dog pup.' unquote." Kendall smirked.

"Oh." I monotone already knowing who it was. Today would not be a fun day.

The guys and I raced down to the lobby. Kendall took the elevator, I took the stairs,Carlos jumped out a window, and James slid down a bandana rope. Carlos won.

"Hey Kelly!" We chorused as we all settle into the limo taking us to Rocque Records.

"Hello." She smiled taking a bite out of the corn-dog in her hand.

I turned and looked at Carlos. He was drooling into his helmet, staring at it. That kid has some serious issues. Kelly looked up noticing Carlos' saliva filling helmet and just gave him the meat on a stick.

"Ah! Thank you, Kelly." He smiled taking a huge bite out of it.

Carlos did not act like a twenty-two year old at all. But neither did the rest of us. The stretch pulled up in front of Rocque Records and I climbed out extremely slowly. The guys walked ahead while Kelly hung back with me.

"Oh come on Logan it can't possibly be that bad. Aren't you excited?" Kelly asked elbowing me slightly.

"Of course I'm excited. I'm also nervous and my palms are sweating and my heart is beating increasingly fast which definitely proves that I'm excited!" I say way to enthusiastically.

"Oh my god, your nervous." Kelly says.

"No I'm not!" I shouted. Kelly rolled her eyes and began walking ahead of me. She entered Gustavo's office with a smile. I look around for the guys spotting them standing with there ears pressed to the door of Gustavo's office. Kelly obviously locked the door to keep us out. Going against the nagging voice in my head I quickly joined them. You could obviously hear cooing from the other side of the door. And giggling. That meant that the babies were with her.

"Who's Mommy's little man? You are! Can you give Mommy a kiss?... Muahh!Yay!" The goofy voice Ri or Aria rather was using sent my heart fluttering. I don't quite think it's appropriate to call her by her old nickname. I listened and heard the adorable giggle of whom I'm guessing is my...son. It felt so weird thinking that.

We all sat up straight smiling a little. I was a little nervous. Kendall being the most observant one with the exception of me, smiled. He gave me a thumbs up and mouthed, 'you'll be OK.' I nod and Kendall leaned forward and knocked on the door.

"!What monkey dogs!" I heard the lock twist and I reached for the handle with shaking hands.

I wrapped my fingers around the knob and turned. The guys all leaned in as I pushed the door open. We all walked in and sat down in the chairs lined up in front of Gustavo's desk. I kept my head down the entire time. It was complete and utter silence for at least two minutes. That's the longest ol' Gus has ever gone without yelling.

"Hi!" Carlos suddenly screams. Everyone jumps and looks at him.

"Hi!" Aria giggles.

"I'm Carlos, I'm twenty-three, I went to Sherwood School of the Arts, I like corn-dogs and the color red. Bunny's make me happy and so do helmets and kittens. I like to play hockey." Carlos randomly shoots off.

Aria's eyes go wide. "Well... I'm Aria, I'm twenty-two, I went to Texas School of the Arts, I like Chinese food, and the color blue. Horses make me happy and so does lipgloss and romantic comedies. I like to race go-carts." She responded.

My jaw dropped, James' jaw dropped, Kendall's jaw dropped, Carlos' jaw dropped. Not once has a girl ever been able to understand one of Carlos' introductions and fire it right back.

"¡Por fin! Por primera vez en alguna vez alguien me entiende! Estoy totalmente de aprobar la bienvenido al clic" *Carlos hollered.

"Well hello Mrs. America. I'm James. James Diamond. Feel free to call me anytime." James said pulling out the cards he seemed to be carrying around in his pockets.

"Um... my hands are a little full." She smiled smugly. I think that's the first time any of us noticed the baby in her arms.

He was so chubby! He had been smiling with his head on her shoulder, playing with her hair. He had bright electric blue eyes and a head full of brown hair. His cute button nose twitched as Aria's hair tickled it. He let out a giggle revealing a toothless mouth and adorable dimples. He was so cute.

I looked around in pursuit of his sister. I finally found her settled into Kelly's arms. Just like her brother she had the captivating blue eyes, the head of brown hair, the dimples, and the button nose. She was messing with the buttons on Kelly's shirt babbling on and on.

"Yeah uh huh, and then what happened?" Kelly asked and the little girl went on to tell her 'what happened'.

"Well, since you've already met dumb and dumber... I'm Kendall." The blonde smiled.

"Hey Wassup?" She smiled that easy going smile at him.

"Uh... H-h-h-hi Aria." I whisper keeping my head down. She looks at me and her face wrinkles in concentration. Everyone seemed to stop what they were doing and stare.

"You again!" She shouted slightly.

A/N: Cliffhanger! So hey guys! I decided I would post this. it's been stuck in ma noggin' and I needed to get it out.! Hope you like it! Reviews... They save the mongoose. Save them internet people... save them.

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