Heart
Summary: Because if you meant to break my heart- just know, it worked.
I may never heal from you, but I can't come to say that I regret anything.
I was once in love with you, Duncan. I think I still am. But it doesn't matter anymore, does it? Because you're with her now.
You sometimes look at me in a way that makes me wonder-
Did you mean to break my heart?
It's that look you used to give me all the time, when I was mad, when I was angry. That look that said "I'm sorry Princess."
But I'm not your princess anymore, am I?
It's like you don't even care sometimes. I can hear you in the confessionals. You talk about me like I'm nothing, like I never meant anything to you.
But then you still look at me like I'm everything. You look at me like I'm all you want.
And there are times, when we bump into each other, and you start to open your mouth, and you rub the back of your head, and you start- "Hey, Court-"
And then you just stop. You look at me with guilt and then with want and then with uncertainty and then with nothing. You walk away blank. As though I'm nobody.
You go from hot to cold to just plain stiff in a matter of seconds.
I might never forget you. I may always flinch at the thought of how much you've hurt me, but…
When I think of your kisses it's enough to bring me to tears. I miss the way you touched me, the way you would nibble on my ear and say, "I love you, Princess."
I miss being your Princess. And I don't regret any of the time I spent with you.
But it's always going to hurt.
Because if you meant to break my heart-
Just know, it worked.
A/N: So kiss my ass, Duncan! :D
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