Sometimes Sirius dreamed of
/d/y/i/n/g/./
Whenever his life
(his family)
got to much.
He loved his family,
(when he was younger)
but he doesn't care about them anymore.
Or so he says.
He's never told anyone about his dreams.
He knows that James&Remus&Peter would have been too worried.
He knows because he's too worried about himself.
So it surprised him one day when he did tell James.
James Mordred Potter.
The boy he dreams about when he doesn't dream about
/d/y/i/n/g/./
And sometimes the boy who saves him in his dreams.
The boy with the
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hazel eyes and the softest black hair.
The boy who despite everything always has a smile on his lips and can make anyone laugh.
The boy who is tall (so tall) that when he stands next to Sirius, he feels small.
And safe.
(so safe)
The boy who when they kissed in his dreams, it's so much better than any kiss he could have in
/r/e/a/l/l/i/f/e/./
Except the kisses that James could give him in
/r/e/a/l/l/i/f/e/./
The ones that he wanted so bad.
(the ones that he would never get)
No one knew about his little crush.
Or at least he had never told anyone.
He thinks James knows.
Not Peter though.
Or Remus.
Peter doesn't really notice anything.
Remus only sees what's right in front of him.
James notices everything.
James can know something before you even do.
Which is makes him
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h
d
things that should not have been.
He knew that Evans liked and would one day be with him.
So he claimed it.
And that ruined him getting with her for a while.
He knew Snape would b h r.
He just didn't know that he was pushing him to it.
Because James could know things before you knew that.
He could also push you to it.
But still.
Sirius Orion Black
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d
James Mordred Potter
But James Mordred Potter
l
o
v
e
d
Lily Anastasia Evans.
And Sirius liked the look in James' eyes when he told him about his dreams of
/d/y/i/n/g/./
It was the look of worry.
And fear.
But then one day soon after that Sirius found out what
/d/y/i/n/g/
really felt like.
When Evans realized that James was right.
She did want him.
And James wanted her.
And Sirius was left out of the cold.
Sometimes Sirius dreamed of
/d/y/i/n/g/./
Whenever his life
(James and Lily)
got to much.
He loved them,
(James didn't love him)
but he doesn't care about them anymore.
Or so he says.
He's never told anyone about his dreams.
He knows that Remus&Harry&Hermione&Ron would have been too worried.
He knows because he's too worried about himself.