Disclaimer: I do not own Hetalia. In Arthur's POV. I might make another story after in Alfred's POV comment if you would like that idea. Human names used at times (during intimate moments). Hope you like! Make sure to review.

Warning: contains yaoi (boy x boy). If you don't like why are you here. Be gone! Don't pass go, don't collect 200 dollars, don't even do jumping jacks. Run. Run away.

I've had feelings for Alfred for quite some time now. The way I feel for him is indescribable. Yet these feelings are unrequited I know they are. Why would he love me? I'm old, bland, and I used to be like an older brother to him. Yet I can't let these feelings go, no matter how hard I try.

We're in the middle of a world conference meeting and I think these thoughts as Italy is off rambling something about pasta. Honestly we never get anything done around here. I stare at Alfred whose sitting between Greece who is asleep and Japan who is coming up with an idea for a new manga series or something. It was obvious no one was paying attention.

"All right Italy that's enough for today." Germany said. "I think it's fair to say we aren't going to get anything done today so meeting adjourned until tomorrow." Everyone got up to leave. As I began to pack up my things and head back to my hotel room, I saw Alfred approaching me.

"Yo. Arthur. Hey I was wondering if you wanted to see this movie I brought with me in my room tonight." Every being in my body told me to say no. That spending more time with him would just make my heart strain more.

"Sure."

"Great come to my room around 9:00 kay"

Then he left, and I was left to ponder my thoughts. I went back to my hotel room to change out of my suit and into something comfortable. I decided upon a black Beatles t-shirt, some white fitted jeans and some converses. As I lied on the bed and stared at the ceiling, I couldn't help but wonder why Alfred would invite me. It was around 8:50 when I went up to Alfred's room. I knocked on Alfred's door, and waited as I heard rustling.

"Coming! Coming!" The door swung open and a frazzled Alfred greeted me.

"Hey come in. Sorry dude I was trying to make some snacks, and some of them turned out kinda bad." I walked in after him and closed the door behind me.

"Hey thanks for coming. You can have a seat on the couch while I clean up the kitchen."

"Ok."

I sat on the couch, and waited as he came back with a bunch of nachos, popcorn, and other things I'm not what they were, and sat next to me.

"Hey sorry about that."

"No it's fine is anyone else coming?"

"Nope it's just you and me. I invited Japan but he was too busy working on manga, and the others were tired or didn't want to come or had other plans."

"Oh ok." Great now it's just Alfred and I. Alone. I wonder if I could handle it.

"Are you ok with that?"

"Yea I'm fine. So what movie are we watching?" he seemed a little skeptical, but let it go.

"Uh. Ghost Vengeance 3" I gave him a weird look.

"Really? You know how scary movies make you."

"What? I do not get scared. I'll be fine." 'Yeah fat chance. That's probably why you invited people, and no one came because they know how you get.'

"Fine just start it"

"Ok." The movie started, and not even 15 mins into the gosh darn thing..

"AAAHHH! ARRTIEEE! QUICK TURN IT OFF! TURN IT OFF!" He said as he trembled, and hid under a pillow. Really I don't know where this behavior came from. I grabbed the remote and turned off the movie. It was dark. Well I should've expected this. I got up to leave, and felt him grab my wrist and push me back on the couch.

"No England you can't go. I'm still scared." Thank god the lights were off because I'm sure I was as red as one of Spain's tomatoes.

"Uhh..uhh." What should I say? What should I do? My heart started to race.

"F-fine. Idiot."

"Thanks Artie." He smiled at me. Why? Why must you always do this to me?

We sat there and talked for a while about how our countries were doing, the Roman Empire, how he was upset he didn't get to host the Olympics. I enjoy talking with him it made me feel..special.

"I should really be going." Even though I didn't want to, but I don't think I could take being alone with Alfred like this a second longer.

"Oh ok. I'm sorry I kinda ruined the movie for you." He said. He sounded a little upset.

"Are you ok?" I asked.

"Yea. Fine." I looked at my phone. 11:00 it got late really fast. I reached out to grab one last handful of popcorn and dropped my phone. We both reached down for it and our hands touched. I felt a spark surge through my body.

"Sorry" We both said. We both looked up at each other. I realized just how close our faces were. Our lips just inches apart. 'If only I could just lean forward..' but someone beat me to it. Alfred leaned forward and kissed me. The kiss was soft and unexpected. I wanted to melt into his warmth, but I couldn't. I couldn't risk being swept away by everything that is Alfred F. Jones. His kindness, how he wants to make everyone happy, and everything else. I pulled away blushing.

I'm sorry. I want to love you, but I can't. I can't handle it.

"I-I-I'm sorry I have to go" I said and ran out the door. Alfred reached out and tried to grab me again.

"Wait Arthur. I love you!"

I stopped a little down the hallway. 'Wait. Did he just say he loved me? No that couldn't be..he wouldn't love me. I must be hearing things.' I thought as I kept running. I made it to my hotel room and slammed the door shut.

'I'm so confused. Why? Why did he have to go and change things? Why did he kiss me?' I couldn't focus on these thoughts tonight and they would have to wait until morning. I got ready for bed still in a daze.

I climbed into to bed and as I closed my eyes I thought, 'Does he really love me?' and drifted off into a peaceful slumber.

Hope you enjoyed. Review and follow. Also, make sure to review if you would like to see Alfred's POV after this story.

Alfred: I love you Arthur! Why won't you believe me?

Me: Arthur just tell him you love him.

Will Arthur confess his feelings and believe Alfred? We'll just have to wait and see.