Imagine knowing someone bu they havn't got the faintest idea of who you are. Not yet anyway but thats the heartache of time travel. Dont get me wrong, time travel is the most wonderful thing life can throw at you but its never in the right order!
Especially my life. Mines just as confusing as it gets. Obviously, in my perspective of things, its been pretty much in chronological order. As much as it can be, when your a 51st century time traveller anyway. I had a childhood. Well...in an orphanage but it was pretty decent considering how old it was. I made lots of friends there too. Most of which I will never forget.
Up until last week, I never knew why I was left at the All Girl Orphanage at just one month old. I didnt evan have a photograph of my parents so I had no idea what they looked like.
When I was seven, I snuck out of the orphanage in the middle of the night to try and find them. No luck came and I struggled to find my way back because it was so dark. I remember that day quite well. It was a cold october night and it was pouring down with rain. I had no coat and I was shivering violently. It wasnt long until the head of the orphanage realized I was missing and they found me and bought me back to safety. I told them what my aim was and they told me that there must of been a really good reason as to why they would leave such a beautiful girl.
I guessed he was right. I didnt really want to attempt to find them again anyway, not after that night. I ended up having the flu for about two weeks because of it and I didnt want that again.
A few years later, the Doctor turned up at the orphanage. He claimed he was adopting me but thats when the amazing adventures began. I knew nothing about him and yet he knew so much about me. I started tp think he was my Dad but I shortly dismissed that thought after I discovered how mad he was.
When I look at the Doctor now, I just wish he knew who I was! I want Amy to know, and perhaps Rory too,
I guess in someways I'm the girl who waited...