"I fell asleep last Saturday
Underneath polluted skies
I walked alone in those Jersey nights
And I
Saw the board walk start to fall
The emptyness starts to drown
The quiet corners of this town tonight"

Kyo was really upset with Tohru. She wasn' really being annoying but there was just something about her that he couldn't face. He decided to try to forget about it and went to sleep and dreamed of walking alone in the night.

"Late last night I made my plans
It was the only thing I felt I could do
Said goodbye to my best friend
Sometimes there's no one left to tell you the truth"

Kyo decided that the only thing he could do was leave the Shigure Sohma's house. He said goodbye to Tohru. She was so upset that she ran out the door and followed him yelling his name until she could run anymore.

"It's gonna kill me the rest of my life
Let me apologize while I'm still alive
I know it's time to face
All of my past mistakes
It's gonna kill me for the rest of my life"

Being alone on his own for a while, Kyo was stuggling with whether he should go back and see Tohru. He knew that he loved her but it's really hard to face the most scary question of life which is... "Do I love her?" He still couldn't do it quite yet.

"This is my all time low
Somehow it feels so familiar
Somehow it seems so familiar
I feel like letting go
And every second that goes by
I'm screaming out for second tries"

Kyo was extremely pissed with himself. He fought and fought and fought over the fact that leaving her was so cruel. Especially leaving without an explaination. He screams into the night, "Why the hell can't I face her!?!?!"

"Said goodbye to my best friend
Sometimes there's no one left to tell me the truth"

He knew what he had to do... After all, this was the woman he loved.

"It's gonna kill me the rest of my life
Let me apologize while I'm still alive
I know it's time to face
All of my past mistakes
I've got to live with them the rest of my life"

For once in Kyo's life, he started crying. I definately wasn't like him to cry but he knew he was making the worst mistake of his life.

"This is the mess I've made
These are the words I can't erase
This is my life support
Shutting down
For the final time
And it twists like a blade
And kills me for the rest of my life"

Kyo contemplated what he was going to say to her as he ran home. He knew that he could say "I love you" but that didn't seem to be good enough for everything he had ever said to her and everything that he had done to upset her. She desurved so many mor words than that. So many apologies...

"If you won't forgive me the rest of my life
Let me apologize while I'm still alive
I know it's time to face
All of my past mistakes
It's gonna kill me for the rest of my life"

Words are cheap. As Kyo got inside the house, he ran up to Tohru and kissed her pationately and... poof. He turned to a cat.

"It's gonna kill me for the rest of my life"

She was an anoying girl but she was his anoying girl... To him, Tohru equalled love. His love. "I'm sorry," he said when he turned back to a human.