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"He's" A Rebel
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She's a rebel, She's a saint
She's the salt of the Earth
And she's dangerous.
I knew Grell was different. A rebel of sorts, I suppose. Always wearing those damnably gaudy outfits prancing around saying he was a lady. Yet, somehow, he was a Saint. He was merciful when he needed to be and extremely steadfast to what he desired. For once being a human... he didn't seem like he ever was one. He didn't seem anywhere near evil enough at heart. Despite it all, though, Grell Sutcliff was dangerous, and even though I knew it, it pulled me in.
She's a rebel, Vigilante
Missing link on the brink
Of Destruction
Yes... Grell Sutcliff was my rebel. But, I almost feel sorry for him. His actions are far from approved, and he takes it upon himself to bother our rules while doing, or more often than not, attempting his job. One day, his actions and feelings will be the end of him. I can just feel it.
From Chicago, to Toronto
She's the one that they call old Whatsername
She's the symbol of resistance
And she's holding on my heart like a hand grenade
It seems that regardless of where he goes, be it to London for an assignment or to a completely different division within our many branches, Grell is infamous. He is most likely the only Shinigami in the entire record books to resist our rules and regulations for as long as he has... and I don't believe he has any intention of stopping his behaviour soon. And yet, despite it all, Grell Sutcliff still holds power over me.
Is she thinking?
What I'm thinking?
Is she the mother of all bombs?
Gonna detonate
I swear, Grell has a personal agenda to see how much it takes to make my control break. From the time I walk through the doors of our Division, until the time I clock out, he's always trying something. Tonight, though, that's going to change. Is he thinking the same thing? Does he know what I have planned? Does he know that I want to push him to the edge of pleasure, and watch him burst from the amount of bliss I'll give him?
Is she trouble
Like I'm trouble?
Make it a double
Twist of fate
Or a melody that
She sings the revolution
The dawning of our lives
She brings this liberation
That I just can't define
Nothing comes to mind
Does he have it hidden away inside him, like I do? That burning desire? Or is it truly like ho he acts, wearing everything on his sleeve? The words he'll sing out, about how enamored he is, is it true? Is Grell Sutcliff really planning some revolution against the rules of our society? I honestly don't care anymore. He gives me this sense of freedom, even though I won't tell him that. Ever. It's something that he shouldn't ever need to know, because he's caught up with that damn demon. I'm just a tool. A step, if you will, for Grell to reach his true goal. Sebastian. But, even though I know all of this, despite the fact that I know it is wrong, I won't stop our acts. The way our bodies move together, so what if it isn't according to regulations? But he'll never know that I feel that way. He'll never know that I, over the years, have grown to love him. He'll stay a rebel, until the very end.
-so, how was my first song fic? Hope you liked it, and please review!
-Akari's Blood