Simply Irresistible
Hey everyone, this is my very first Quinntana fic. They are my guilty pleasure and I decided to give into it. This is just the prologue before I get into the heart of the story...enjoy.
Santana Lopez and feelings do not belong in the same sentence, but once Brittany mentioned that her and Artie talk about their feelings, she decided to take the leap. Little did she know that the leap would turn out with her getting brutally rejected and having her still beating heart ripped out of her chest. Santana approached Brittany at her locker making sure that no one else was around and was able to hear. With a deep breath she finally opened her mouth to talk.
"Hey, can we talk?" She started out.
Brittany turned from putting her book in her locker, "But we never do that." She replied, now facing towards her.
Santana gathered up the courage to continue, " I know but uh, I want to thank you for performing that song with me in Glee Club, cause it made me do a lot of thinking. And what I realized is why I'm such a bitch all the time. I'm a bitch because I'm angry, because I have all these feelings." Santana looks around to make sure that no one is listening, before turning her attention back to Brittany.
"Feelings for you, that I am afraid of dealing with, because I am afraid of dealing with the consequences. And Brittany, I can't go to the Indigo Girls concert, I just can't.
Brittany just nodded, "I understand."
Santana looked at her again, "Do you understand what I'm trying to say here?" She asked looking at the girl in front of her, whose expression was unreadable.
Brittany looked around and then back at the girl in front of her, "No, not really." She answered honestly shaking her head.
Santana looked around again and noticed the students were dispersing throughout the hallway, she tried not to cry, "I want to be with you, but I'm afraid of the talks and the looks. I mean you know what happened to Kurt at this school."
The other girl shook her head, "But honey if anybody were ever to make fun of you, you'd either kick their ass or slash them with your vicious, vicious words."
Santana was trying her best not to cry, but was failing miserably, "Yeah I know, but I'm so afraid of what everyone will say behind my back. Still I have to accept that...I love you." She sniffles a little bit, "I love you a-and I don't want to be with Sam or Finn or any of those other guys. I just want you." Santana continued looking at Brittany searching her eyes for anything her resolve breaking, "Please say you love me back...please." She asked her pleadingly, something that she has never done.
Brittany looked at her with a sadness that she had never felt before, "Of course I love you, I do and I would totally be with you if it weren't for Artie." She told her honestly.
Santana looked at her visibly confused, "Artie?"
Brittany continued, "I love him too. I don't want to hurt him. It's not right and I can't break up with him."
"Yes you can, he's just a stupid boy." Santana shook her head in disbelief.
She tried to get the other girl to see her reasons for not breaking up with Artie to be with her, even though this is what she had wanted for the longest time, "But it wouldn't be right. Santana you have to know that if Artie and I were to ever break up, and I'm lucky enough that you're still single." She reaches out to touch her arm only to have Santana draw back.
"Don't." She snapped.
Brittany was taken aback at this but finished what she had to say,"I am so yours..proudly so." She added hoping it would soften the blow.
Santana wasn't understanding any of this, "Yeah, well wow, who would have thought that being fluid meant that you could be so stuck." She was openly crying now.
Brittany tried to hug her, "I'm so sorry." She offered, but Santana pushed her away. "Get off of me." Santana turned and stormed off leaving a sad and devastated girl behind.
Quinn watched the exchange and came out of hiding she knew that there was something going on between the two ex-cheerleaders, but she didn't know that Santana was in love with the other girl. She really didn't understand what Santana saw in her, yes she was a talented dancer, but she was a little spacey and had a child like naivete. It has always been her and Santana, but when Brittany came along and after she got pregnant their friendship deteriorated and they became frenemies instead of friends. Right now she was torn between confronting Brittany or comforting Santana, she decided to do either and made her way out of the building towards the student parking lot. She saw Santana sitting on the hood of her black BMW staring off into space. Without putting her books in her car, she made her way over to the girl.
"Deep thoughts?" She asked quietly.
This caused Santana to jump a little bit, "What do you want tubbers?" She asked, her attitude firmly in place.
Quinn rolled her eyes at the remark, "Considering school is over and everyone is pretty much gone and you're sitting here like a loser." She replied casually.
Santana sighed, "Considering that you're still here and talking to me, makes you a loser as well. Except I'm a hot loser." She crossed her arms.
"Look, I didn't come over here to fight with you alright. I just wanted to make sure that you're okay, but now I'm realizing that maybe that wasn't such a good idea." She turned to walk away.
Santana called after her, "I'm Santana Lopez and I am always alright." She slid off the hood of her car and opened up the door allowing herself to get in. Out her rear view mirror she could see the other girls car pull out of the parking lot. It was that moment she realized that without Brittany she was truly alone, she closed the door and started the car pulling out of the schools parking lot.
Santana pulled her car into the empty driveway, which wasn't a surprise since her parents were hardly ever home. Not that she complained, because she always got what she wanted which was always a plus in her book. She turned off the engine and got out of the car closing the door behind her before setting the alarm on the car. Without meaning to she looked across the street to Quinn's house and saw Finn's car sitting in the driveway. "How the hell can she put up with him?" Shaking her head out of her thoughts she made her way into her house, there was a note from her parents on the bannister.
Santana,
Your mother and I are at a conference this week-end, we will return on Monday. There is plenty of food in the kitchen and money in your checking account to spend however you like. No parties of any kind and no boys in the house!
Mom & Dad
"Just the way I like it." She sighed and made her way up to the room throwing herself on the bed. The conversation between her and Brittany kept playing through her head over and over again. She didn't understand how Brittany could push her about talking about feelings and when she finally does, she rejects her. The only reason why she did it was so that she could be with Brittany but the only thing she was left with was a broken heart.
Quinn was even more annoyed with Finn today more than ever, if it wasn't for her wanting to be prom queen then she probably wouldn't be with him in the first place. Plus it gave her a sense of normalcy since her fall from grace last year and her no longer being on the Cheerios and the popularity within it's self. They were in the middle of making out when Santana invaded her thoughts, she never seen the girl so broken before. She always had this whole bitch persona about her, but she knew the truth Santana wanted to be loved much like herself, and Brittany was the one who loved Santana and broke her all at the same time. Finn wasn't doing it for her anymore and she pushed him off.
"This isn't working for me right now and I'm going to need for you to go home." She told him harshly.
Finn looked at her like he was asked to figure out what four plus four was, "What's wrong? Was I not doing it right?"
Quinn rolled her eyes, "No, I just need some time to myself. Now please see yourself out." She told him.
Finn didn't have to be told twice he grabbed his jacket and left, leaving Quinn by herself. She looked out the window and saw Finn leave, but she also looked across the street and saw Santana's car in the driveway. It was Friday and she was alone and she knew that Santana would probably be alone too, she decided to keep her company. Quinn grabbed her phone and sent a text to Santana.
"It's Friday and I don't have any plans, lets hang."-Q
Santana let out a growl of frustration when she heard her phone go off, she picked it up and saw that she had a text from Quinn. She threw her phone down only to pick it back up to reply.
"Why would I want to hang out with you?"-S
Quinn looked at her phone and thought for a minute, why did she want to hang out with Santana in the first place? They barely talked and barely tolerated each other, but something just kept drawing her to the raven haired girl, she didn't know what it was.
"We used to be best friends and I miss you. I want our friendship back."-Q
She sent the message hoping that it would do the trick.
Santana looked at the message, Quinn was right they used to be the best of friends, but Brittany entered the picture and then there was Quinn telling Coach Sylvester about her boob job she got over the summer. Which caused her to get demoted to the bottom of the pyramid, but despite all that she did miss her friendship even more now than she had before. She was a little confused though, why does she want to start hanging out now? They hardly said anything to each other since their smack down in the hallway. Something didn't seem right and she wanted to know what exactly Quinn was playing at.
"Alright come on over, I'll order some pizza when you get here."-S
Quinn smiled when she received the message, she was going to be spending the evening with Santana and just maybe she could cheer her up in the process.
Let me know if I should continue :)
