The Things I'd Do For You.

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CaseyOlivia long after breaking up with Casey, Olivia suddenly goes missing while on the dots connected, the truth behind all surprised the ADA and the rest of the SVU. First chapter inspired by Mariah Carey's song "My All".

Chapter 1: Casey

I am thinking of you

In my sleepless solitude tonight

"Olivia…." Casey whispered as she looked on at empty side of the bed. Olivia should be there. Trying her best to hold back the tears, it decided to flow from her emerald eyes down to the pillow. Olivia had been missing for a month already. While chasing after a suspect, the brunette mysteriously vanished in the woods without a trace. The only thing she left behind was her cell phone sticking out of the mud. Searches were fruitless. Continuous rain worsened the situation for the search team. All possible tracks were washed away. No body was ever found and this left things hanging without closure for everyone in SVU.

If it's wrong to love you

Then my heart just won't let me be right

Flashbacks of the bad breakup they had repeated in her mind. "You were wrong to love me Casey, so wrong". Those words Olivia said broke her heart so badly because she knew she couldn't live without that detective. And she knew her heart wasn't lying. No one had ever made her feel so much love both true and sincere. Why did she even let her go?

'Cause I've drowned in you

And I won't pull through

Without you by my side

"Oh God, Olivia where are you? Come back to me… don't leave me like this." she sobbed. She continued to cry. It was so hard to manage this by her self. She couldn't tell anyone. No one knew of her relationship with Olivia. They were discreet and managed to keep it a secret for 3 years plus. She conveniently moved in to an apartment next to Olivia's when the tenant vacated. It simplified things for them by making everything looked pretty normal that being close and being seen together frequently didn't raise much suspicion. Olivia was adamant that things stay a secret then and after breaking up- to behave like nothing ever happened.

I'd give my all to have

Just one more night with you

I'd risk my life to feel

Your body next to mine

'Cause I can't go on

Living in the memory of our song

I'd give my all for your love tonight

The sorrow laced with anxiety got to her some nights that work couldn't keep off. Those feeling brought her bouts of crying. She cried till daybreak or till she slept out of exhaustion. She wasn't spared from nightmares of bad things happening to the missing detective; rudely waking her up scaring her so bad she almost went hysterical. However, Casey managed to hide her feelings well during the day. She was on a private mission. The last thing she wanted was to be fired or the others to find out she was in a relationship with Olivia. She needed to be strong and go on. If something bad did happen to Olivia, she wanted to be the prosecutor for the case.

Baby can you feel me

Imagining I'm looking in your eyes

I can see you clearly

Vividly emblazoned in my mind

And yet you're so far

Like a distant star

I'm wishing on tonight

Sighing as she looked again at the empty spot, sweeping her fingers on the sheets while reminiscing the good times and the months before they broke up. She couldn't dismiss the feeling of regret over the break up, agreeing easily out of rage toward the brunette's infidelity and how she simply dismissed the possibility that something was threatening the detective. This might not have happened if she didn't take that road. It was too late to change the past. The future maybe uncertain but until Olivia's body was found there was still hope.

I'd give my all to have

Just one more night with you

I'd risk my life to feel

Your body next to mine

'Cause I can't go on

Living in the memory of our song

I'd give my all for your love tonight

Give my all for your love

Tonight.

"I love you Olivia..." Casey whispered into the darkness as she closed her eyes to sleep.

to be continued. Rate and reviews appreciated. Thank you. :)