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Beware for spoiler: For everybody who hasn't read book 5, who doesn't know who dies and doesn't wanna know, better stop reading!!

Summary: Harry feels lost after the death of ..... and wants to say goodbye. He does this in a letter. Takes place after book 5, of course.

Goodbye for now

Dear Sirius, I'm writing you this letter even though you're dead. I know it's stupid and I won't be able to send it to you, but I really need to let you know how I feel. I've got so much to say that I don't know where to start. First of all, I miss you so much. Since you're gone I have this hollow feeling inside me, like an important part of my soul is lost. It's as if I've lost my father again. You were like a father to me. I think you were more of a father to me than my real father. I never got to know him, but I like to think he was a lot like you. Second, I regret that I didn't listen to you. If I'd listened to you and had tried to learn Occlumency, then none of this would have happened and you would still be alive. But what I regret most is that I never told you how much I loved you and how much you meant to me. I'll never stop loving you.

Goodbye for now,
Harry.