I do not own Inuyasha or any other Rumiko Takahashi character… WAHHHHHHHHHH….

Hello again, this is my newest Fanfiction. It is an InuYasha-Kouga fanfiction with some Kagome-Sesshomaru. I hope you like it… the will be some OOC. I really hope you like it because it is my very first Yaoi fiction… flames are accepted with open arms. Please enjoy, on with the show!!! Oh and choosing titles for Fan Fiction is nearly impossible.

Love Lost, and Love Found

Chapter One: Well that was unexpected…

InuYasha could not help but stare at Kagome in disbelief. In the many different ways he had imagined this 'conversation' going, he had completely overlooked this scenario.

It had been over a year and a half since Naraku was defeated and Kagome made the wish upon the jewel to become its eternal protector. Even though she loved her own home time, Kagome knew it would never be safe there, she also knew she could not leave behind her past friends and Shippou, whom she had formally adopted as her son a few months before the final battle.

So she wished upon the jewel and ultimately sealed the well imprisoning her in the past forever. Kikyo was no longer a problem for InuYasha since she and Kagome had made peace and Kikyo forgave him, allowing her soul to be at rest and return to Kagome. Both InuYasha and Kagome had gotten closer in the last year and a half, and InuYasha had planned to ask her to be his mate that evening, in order to keep her guessing he had simply asked her, "May we talk later? I have something important to ask you," Kagome replied in her usually chipper voice with, "Sure I have something to tell you too."

InuYasha had it all planned out. With some help from Kaede he had prepared a romantic meal for two via picnic. He had even spent two months laboring in the neighboring village to acquire enough money to buy Kagome a ring like the ones she said human males presented women in her time.

Once he had met with Kagome at Kaede's hut, he led her to the sacred tree where they had first met; this was also where he had set up their dinner. After sitting down with her, he started, "Kagome, I have a very important question to ask you…" "Wait InuYasha, I have some really good news that I want to tell you…"

"Heh, Okay Kagome, you can go first." He said with a chuckle, fingering the ring that he had concealed beneath his shirt.

"InuYasha, Sesshomaru has asked me to be his mate, and I said yes! You see we have been seeing each other for the past few months, and yesterday he popped the question!" Kagome could not help but help but smile excitedly at InuYasha who was literally feeling his heart break.

"So what was your question InuYasha? InuYasha, are you Okay?" Kagome asked with concern evident in her voice as she stared at InuYasha who was in a state of shock.

"….I…I,I,I wanted to ask you if Sango's had her baby yet?" InuYasha asked, crushing the frail ring he had held so delicately just a moment before.

"Oh… is that all? No, like I have told you so many times in the past, humans take a full nine months in pregnancy." Kagome explained as she began to eat the food before her.

Meanwhile InuYasha was staring his plate absentmindedly as a flurry of thoughts rushed through her mind.

Kagome and Sesshomaru?

His cold hearted, merciless, human hating brother who was now to be mated to the girl… no woman he loved???

They had been together for months???

Kagome and Sesshomaru???

Kagome and Sesshomaru???

Nine month pregnancy…???

Sesshomaru and Kagome???

Thoughts of growing old and grey… er… make that watching her go grey as his hair remains white, vanished from his mind, leaving nothing but a broken heart and a cold lonely feeling.

Sad, dull golden eyes looked up from a plate of untouched food to embrace the image of Kagome.

She meant so much to him… everything about her, from her strange futuristic ways- like her weird sayings, and interesting dress- to her innocent caring nature that had ultimately drawn him in. At first he had been overly brash and rude t try and push her away, because he feared getting hurt by her like he had been hurt by Kagome. But he had slowly let himself fall in love with the girl from the future, only to be hurt in the worst way.

Yet he could still not be mad at her or Sesshomaru. He was actually happy that the two of them had found love in each other. Maybe the beautiful girl before him was the only women who could even melt the ice around his elder brother's heart. Plus as a DiYoukai Sesshomaru was nearly immortal and when Demons mate the weaker of the two takes on the life time of the stronger, meaning Kagome would probably survive to meat her family once again. Hey and Shippou would even get a sister out of their union.

To make matters worse Kagome was beginning to tell him all about how she and Sesshomaru had started their relationship. Needless to say this day was not going how he had planned.

"InuYasha, you are okay with this right? I mean you don't mind that I said yes do you?"

"Of course I fucking mind! I love you and I want to spend the rest of my life with you! You can't love Sesshomaru." InuYasha yelled mentally… but instead he said,

"Of course not, I am happy that you found love in my older brother and I hope your guys live long happy lives together. Well… if you will excuse me Kagome… I got to go." InuYasha said hurriedly as he jumped up and ran, hoping to hide the tears that were threatening to spill from his golden orbs.

Gah I know it's short but chapter two should be coming soon and Kouga will be introduced. Yay!!! Oh and there will not be a lot of character bashing in this fic. Please read and review.

Milana Despana