This is pretty much what I wish would happen in the next episode, of course it is impossible, but that is why I'm writing it here, so you can also wish this for Elena :)

I just want to warn that this fanfic is going to be filled with OCs and I'll portray Elena as how I'd like her to be rather than how she really is, since she actually annoys me from time to time.

I got my humanity back, but it wasn't at all what Damon and Stefan expected. They probably thought that I'd grieve for a couple hours, or days, and then jump into their arms telling them how much I loved them… fools.

Sure, I grieved, that horrible wave of emotions hit me so hard I thought my head was going to explode, and it took me several hours to clear my mind; but the last thing I wanted to do was display any type of love towards the Salvatore. If anything, I despised them.

They TORTURED ME and let KATHERINE, the bloodsucking bitch that killed my brother, HURT ME, the girl they vowed to protect and love for the rest of their lives. I seriously hate liars.

When I saw Damon snapping Matt's neck, the first thing I wanted to do was to rip him apart, limb by limb, I seriously forgot that not so long ago he was the love of my life. I didn't care if Matt had the ring to brig him back. They went too far.

Stefan and Damon managed to make me feel again, but the Elena that was standing in front of them was someone completely different to the caring and sweet girl they loved.

Damon walked towards me and hugged me tightly. Stefan was in the background trying to look calm and distant. I new he was aching on the inside.

I felt very uncomfortable in Damon's embrace, but I kept quiet.

My plan was to act like the same old Elena, and when they least expect it, escape. I wanted to go somewhere very far from Mystic Falls, and simply live a new life.

Matt and Caroline accepted my apologies almost instantly, with Bonnie the process was much slower, at first she was very cold, but really, who can resist my puppy eyes?

Although I had my friends and boyfriends with me, I felt empty without my little brother.

I visited Jeremy's grave daily, cried my heart out and tried to tell him what had happened after his death, as if he were listening.

I no longer had a purpose.

There was still Silas to deal with, but I no longer cared, he could bring back every dead person and have a crazy killing party all over the world, as long as he kept me alive I would be just fine.

Every day was soooo boring.

I would wake up and try keeping a sweet smile plastered on my face while counting the days until I could say bye-bye to that depressing town.

The day finally came when Damon and Stefan decided to go to the Grill and have a bonding session since Stefan was brooding over how after stopping Silas he was leaving forever, yeah right.

Caroline wanted to make it a girl's night out, but I declined claiming I preferred to stay in bed, she understood.

I opened the small wooden closet I had in my room, took my clothes out, folded them neatly and forced them all into a small suitcase I had stolen from Bonnie.

I was seriously excited.

Opening the door of the boarding house and knowing it would be the last time I'd ever be there made me incredibly happy.

I was smart and didn't steal a car; I walked a long walk towards the highway and asked a couple of guys for a ride to Richmond, they said yes without hesitation.

The boys flirted A LOT, until I became annoyed and compelled them to stay quiet and behave. It was a nice trip.

It had been so long since I smiled sincerely.

English ISN'T my first language, so… although I did try to make it as perfect as possible I may have some grammar or spelling mistakes, I don't mind if you point them out but please be respectful :D