*prologue*
Do you spend your nights wondering like I spend my nights thinking of what our life would have been like if you wouldn't have turned your back on me and broken all those promises. You told me you'd always be there, and that you were never going to leave you said we were sole mates and I so stupid, I believed you, but now I know the truth I know you never had any intentions of keeping your promise of always being there for me, but I was naïve I was desperate for love now I can say that our love was never really there from your part at least, you ruined me and my chances of ever living a life with a fairytale ending like I always dreamed I would have with you, I almost got one part I was going to have your baby, but I thought of it as only mine, you didn't what it, but then like it came it disappeared I never even got to see my own baby and now that I m hear writing my goodbye letter, and you're out having the time of your life and I'm spending my last moments thinking of you like I always thought I'd go, and I can say from the bottom of my heart that I wish you misery in life. Edward you ruined me, but I still didn't have the strength to hate you I will always love you, and know that because of you I have chosen to remove myself from the world because I can't bear to see you with another that is not me. The only thing I ask of you is that you see my baby that is now laying underground and I also ask that you never forget the love I had for you and how you once loved me and made me promises of never letting me go and how you made me promise that we would leave this world together but Edward this is the only promise I will brake I will leave this world without you and hope that the pain I die in will help me hate you the last moment of my life this is my goodbye letter and I hope you a miserable life
With all my love and dying devotion
Bella Cullen (the one you once loved)