This Title will be: Fighting a Useless Fight
Looking up at the gray sky as rain drops hit my face and slowly blur my vision. I lay lifeless, because at this moment I am lifeless, at this moment it is just the land, the water, and my thoughts. Nothing else matters. I am completely calm and serene..."SPENCER MARIE CARLIN?!" ugh looks like I spoke to soon.
Well, if you haven't already noticed my name is spencer carlin, I'm 17 years old, and I'm a senior at king high, I have a younger sister who is probably the smartest 8 year old you will ever see, yet the most dramatic, and a younger brother Kace who is your average 4 year old boy...crazy but the closest person to me. I'm pretty much your normal outsider, you know the girl that keeps to herself and nobody realizes she actually has a life, which I do, I'm not lifeless I'm just unknown. I love sports, and music, kayla always tells me i should try out for stuff, but i never do, always to busy i guess. oh yea i forgot Kyla is my best friend we've known each other since well, forever and she's the only one who understands me. i lived here in LA for all my life, but to many people I'm the "new kid on the block" why? because i am never noticed...I'm practically invisible...but it doesn't bother me..well not anymore.…
"SPENCER!" my mom screams again
"what"...she looks at me with that 'what did you just say' look..i quickly change my answer
"um i mean yes mother dear"...i say with a big smile
"Don't be rude, get inside! Me and your father are leaving and you have to watch the kids until we get back"....I walk into the house and watch my dad help my mom with her coat.…
"Don't wait up for us...erm bye" my mothers taps me on the shoulder and walks out the door followed by my father who doesn't even look at me nor says a word....Wow so affectionate...after I dry off I change into my pjs and flop on the couch where my brother and sister are..its been about an hour and if spongebob laughs one more time..I think l'll kill myself. So since I kind of enjoy living I decided to leave the munchkins alone with that ugly yellow annoying sponge and call kayla up to see if she wants to come over for a bit....…
"Hello?"...
"hey Ky."
"Oh hey spence what sup?!"
"Ugh nothing just home wit the kids like usual really bored..u want to come over?"
"Um I'm not sure spence..that means I would have to get up"...is she serious?..of corse she is...its Kyla....
"Kyla you live three houses down"..
"yes and that means i would have to walk in the rain! and then i could get wet and once i get wet I'm going
to be cold and get pneumonia and die in the hospital and then you will forever live with the guilt..." i giggle at her craziness
"i think i could manage"
"That would be false, you know you need me!"
"yeaYou whatever but since I don't want to be the cause of your terrible death I guess I'll just have to eat all of this large cheese pizza and watch transformers 1 and 2 all by myself....…"
"You mean the one with Shia Labouf!! the hottest hottie of the whole damn hottie world?!"
"um yea that would be the one..."
".....*silence*...."
"Kyla?....hellllooo?"
"did she hang up on me?" right as I'm wondering why she hung up i hear thunderous banging coming from the hallway
And notice someone is knocking on the door, I go to open it and the next thing I saw was a brunette running past me into the kitchen.…
"um Kyla"..
"where's the pizza?"...
"oh well um..what had happened was..."
"You didn't order it yet did you?" oh boy iv seen that look before..i knew I only had two choices, run or cower in fear...well I chose to run.…
"Get back here you lying twit!"...did she just call me a twit?....
next thing i know I'm on the ground being tickled...
"OK! Ok I give up!"...
"Your lucky I love you! Now go order my pizza!"....
After eating the pizza and putting the kids to bed I put in transformers .…and we both flopped on the couch..
these are the times i love just my best friend and i hanging out, no worries...oh my gosh..its at the part where megan fox is
checkin the engine and her shirt is all up and oh my great aunt bertha i could just imagine her on top of me as she...
"i know u want me you know i want cha"...
the sudden tune pulls me away from my thoughts as i look over to Kyla with an amused look on my face.…
"what that song is the best"...
"Oh gosh just pick up you phone ky"....
"jeez so pushy...hello..oh hey...yea...no just here with spencer...yea...auk...cool...yea see you tomorrow" hmmm I\I wonder who that was?
"hey spence can i sleep over..i got to do something tomorrow and it would just be closer if i leave from here tomorrow"...
"um yea of course, what exactly to you need to do?" ......her eyes get big...oh boy what's going on
"oh...um nothing just pick someone up...and you hang and what not"...I eye her suspiciously...but just decide to drop it because I am tired.…
."Ok whatever you say Kyla".... I'll ask her tomorrow..
unknown POV:
"ladies and gentlemen we will now start boarding the flight to Los Angeles, California...." ugh why do those ladies have such annoying voices...
"First class will board first..." hey thats me....
i slowly make my way to the ticket lady and then board on the plane not really looking forward to the long flight i sit down
in my comfortable chair and lay my head back as my eyes start drifting off to sleep
"Speak slowly my heart is learning teach me heartache stop this burning...."
Oh crap I thought I put that on silent....
new text message from Kyla
"can't wait to see u! luv u sis! =)"
i smile "me too ky:)" i reply
she said she was staying at this girl named
Spencer's house..why does that name sound so familiar?
spencer....…spencer?...
"ladies and gentlemen flight to Los Angeles, California will be lifting off in a very short period of time so please buckle up and secure all items"
oh well...i guess I'll find out...but right now I'm just going to rest..
kyla POV:
goodness spencer has been bombing me with questions ever since my sister called...
I'm glad she finally stopped though...I mean I hate lying to her but I can't tell her who I'm meeting with..
i think she would die then come back to life and kill me if she knew my sister was who i
Was picking up tomorrow....But its been almost 2 years now...shouldn't she be over it?....
i guess i just have to wait it out....…but i have a feeling there going to be a whole lot of ugly tomorrow...
2nd Story Idea
This title will be: Ohio Newbie....…
Ashley POV
"ugh steph not now" i whined as she kept biting and sucking my neck
don't get me wrong it's not like i don't enjoy when she does this....its just this really isn't the time
i mean right now she is being a complete turn off...
"you know you want this baby"
"the only thing i want right now is for you to get off me"
"ugh why do you have to be like that"
"i am not being like anything steph, i just got out of a soccer game, I'm sweaty, sore and tired, the last
thing i want to do right now is you...ok"
"ugh whatever...my parents are waiting for me outside I'm going see you later"
"yea"
I know you think I'm crazy right? Turning away a chance to take an extremely cold shower with an extremely hot girl.…
But it gets tiring after a while especially when they are always around you 100% of the time, like I get no breathing space....
don't get me wrong stephanie is a great girl...she is just so clingy....but thats what i get for picking up the first girl
That throws herself at me....
i take a quick shower, change, and head outside to meet my bestfriends Chelsea and aidan...
"hey guys"
"hey ashley"
"wasted homeskillit" i think you can guess which one that was...
"oh gosh please aidan we don't need another white boy trying to go black here"
"Hey!"
me and Chelsea giggle
"So ash you going to the party tonight?"
"I'm not sure i think I'M just going to go home and bed I'm pretty pooped"
Why is aidan gigging?...Oh gosh please don't tell me its cause.…
"You said pooped"...Chelsea stares at him with an amused face while I just stare and wonder how he managed to become my bestfriend....
"auk and on that note i shall say farewell to the fair maiden and her jackass"
Chelsea cracks up while aidan still oblivious to who the jackass i am referring to is
"see yah ashley" me and Chelsea hug
"yea see yah pooooper" aidan giggles
"oh gosh auk see yah"
i make my way to the car when i see too people basically having sex in the parking lot
ugh could you please get a room i say to myself....i must have been staring to long since one of them turned around
to probably tell me off until her eyes got real wide as realization hit us both..there my so called "girlfriend" was making out with some
goth looking bitch
"ashley its um not what it looks like" steph rushes out
"yea I'm sure..." i start walking away
"but..." she grabs my arm
"let go of my arm..now"
she let goes but steps in front of me
"I'm sorry i was just turned on and then carmen was there and then..."
"oh so thats the sluts name..."
"who you calling slut your girl came running to me..."
"hey, no one here is no one trying to argue...it must be hard for you to get a girl or even a human..so i am going to make it easy for you and let you have
my leftovers free of charge...you know since your broke ass couldn't afford anything anyway...so bye have fun kids"
And I turned around and went to my car leaving behind a very sad but well deserved ex and a very angry carmen.
as i was on my way home i couldn't stop thinking about the events that just occurred...i mean it wasn't like it's a big loss
but something about having someone cheat on you..even if you don't really like them...it still feels like you're not good enough...
and i couldn't help but think am i even good enough?.....iv never had a steady girlfriend because it just doesn't ever work out...
i always blame it on them but maybe the problem is me...
before i know it I am about to pull up in my driveway when I see a bunch of moving trucks and boxes being put in them...
I quickly get out of the car and rush inside...
"Dad!?"
"in the kitchen" he answers
"what the hell are they doing with our stuff?"
"ash, sweetie, well I got a promotion at work and you know we really need this.."
I look at him confused but nod my head for him to go on
"well the new job is in ohio...and the only way to work there is if I lived there"
no no no no NO he is not about to say...
"ashley were moving...."
"what!..."
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