Hey I feel like I really need to write something about Sarah getting in between Benny and Ethan's
Friendship and even Bethan Ship This Will be a Two-shot About Ethan turned his back on Benny
as everyone else did too I think it Will make me cry as I do this And I think you guys will cry
or feel sorry for Benny since Ethan will be kinda like an asshole for hurting him I think everyone might
even hate Ethan for a bit in this two-shot until He finally knows He likes Benny and not Sarah
Well I think I'm gonna have a crying spell after this
Here is You Hurt Me Chapter one The Pain Enjoy
You're Only Sad When you cry
~Bethan Forever
Benny's P.O.V
My Whole Life wasn't that good My mom die My Dad is never around Then Ethan came into my life
My Whole World Got better when he came in my life We grew up together To High School but in Middle school
for me was different I started having these feeling for Ethan I didn't know what they meant I told my Grandma
She knew She told me what they meant
*~Flashback~*
Grandma What you're saying is I love Ethan? My Best friend?.,.13 year old me asked
She smiled at me Before fixing my hair
Benny You can't know who you can love You and Ethan are very different then most best friends,.,.Grandma told me
I looked up at her
Grandma What do you mean by that?...,.I asked
Once Again She just smiled at me
Benny you'll know soon enough,.,.,Was Her answer I sat there going through my thoughts about Ethan
It only took me about a bit to know I do love him but I don't think He'll love me back I'll just keep these feeling to myself
until I know I'm ready to Tell him that I love him
~End Of Flashback~*
That Day was the day I found myself out that was Really in love with Ethan Until She came along
She took everything from me And I mean everything Ethan My Friends and maybe even My Grandma
I loved Ethan with all of my heart and I still do Until Sarah Fox came into our lives I tried to make Ethan see it was me
that loved him And Not Sarah But He didn't see Ethan started hanging out with Sarah "The Bitch Sitter" Fox
She is a Freaking Vampire For crying out loud! Grandma knew She felt sorry for me Huh She was the only one who did
Now you'd think I'd be at Ethan's house Having my heart as Him and Sarah talked about their dates Well I couldn't
be there because Ethan turned his back on me! Me! Benny Weir his best friend! since like forever It's Friday night
I was laying on my bed looking at Photos of Me and Ethan I'm crying Because it really hurt when Ethan did turn his
back on me as like Rory a few nerd friends The true was Everyone turned their backs on me I was the most hated
Guy at Whitechapel High But was weird Erica tried talking to me a few times Only to be pulled away by Sarah
Or Rory or even Ethan I guess She knew how it was when You have nobody How did Ethan turn his back on me
I still Remember Even knowing It was Four Months ago Grandma Went on something for Old People
She told me She'd be back in Four Months and that was Five months ago I think she left me like everyone else
*~Flashback~*
I was happy to be going to Ethan's house It was Friday I love Fridays with Ethan.,.,I thought as I walked up to
Ethan's front door I heard Yelling Crying Someone tell everyone That He or She was rape I opened the door only to
see Rory Erica Ethan Mr Morgan Mrs Morgan and Sarah were there when they saw me their faces turned from
what they were talking about to Mad and Pissed off looking faces Mr Morgan walked up to me and punch me in the face
I fell to the ground holding my face
Ross!.,.Mrs Morgan yelled at him as I got up from the ground only to be pushed up against the wall by Ethan and Rory
WHY THE HELL DID YOU DO IT FOR!?.,.,Rory yelled and asked me
Do What?...I asked only to be punch by Ethan That's when My heart broke being Punched by the Guy You love
Hurts
You Raped Sarah!.,.Ethan told me I looked at Ethan then I saw Sarah smiling to herself I knew What She did
I think Erica knew too But just didn't say anything that's when I was punched again I was let go of
Ethan and Rory turned away from me I moved up just to touch their shoulders they turned to me
Benny Just Go I don't even want to ever see you again.,.,Ethan told me I felt something coming out of my eyes
That's When I knew I was crying Mrs Morgan saw this and started crying herself Ethan was pointing
at the door I grabbed my stuff I looked at the love of my life and my friends Erica was the only one who was looking
me in the eyes I felt the pain and hurt came in I walked to the door opened it and walked out but not without
Hearing Something that Finally broke my heart I turned back to see Ethan standing there looking at me
You broke something that you can't ever get back I don't care about you anymore I don't care if you die
And I never Loved you I just felt sorry for you.,.With that said Ethan walked back into the house Not even looking at me
I ran home before I even opened the door I saw Erica there waiting for me I just fell And She picked me up
The one Person that said She didn't even like me was helping me I cried and cried that night I guess She knew
something that she wasn't telling me I was just happy that someone believed me but that someone wasn't Ethan
*~End Of Flashback~*
Now Just feeling Sorry for myself I started cutting my arms and wrists when I got beat up by My Ex-Friend Rory
and Still I think of him every day Ethan too I still get beat up I just can't do this anymore Tonight I'm ending my
Hurting Pain and Heartbreak once and for all I'm gonna kill myself True I'm taking the easy way out I just can't
even look at Ethan I can but with Sarah with him Just hurts Seeing them together kissing laughing and everything
I knew Ethan needed a Goodbye I went to my bathroom I grabbed another razor different from the one I used to use
Walked back to my room I threw the razor on my bed I grabbed my phone I found Ethan's phone number
I still have it because I still look at his picture wanting to call him but I didn't have the Stomach too So I text him
Ethan We have been Best friends Since we were kids We grew up together There is something that I wanted to tell
you since we were in Middle school I started feeling for you and not Friends feeling I just wanted to say I Love You
Wow Now that I said it I feel better but You said it yourself You ever cared You wouldn't care if I died And What Really
Killed Hurt and Broke my heart was that you said You Never even loved me That Really Hurt Ethan I love you
and I still do but you never can feel the same way about me as you do for Sarah Who is lying to you I never Ever
raped her Ethan She's a Vampire! Who can fight me off! But you your mom and dad And even Rory believed her
I guess I can't even call you a friend But You'll always be in my heart as more I just wanna hear you say
I love you too back But I can't So Ethan Here is My finally Goodbye I love you I was watching over you were
we were best friends And Now I can watch you from the above I can be your Angel Goodbye Forever I'll love you
Forever~Benny
I hit send Hoping if Ethan did care He would be here to stop me If He didn't come He really Never cared about me
I sat on my bedroom floor waiting for a text Or even a call or Just for him to come over and stop me I waited
for a few minutes Nothing That's When I finally knew He never cared I really was nothing to him I looked over
at a photo of me and my mom when I was about three I still remember her I loved her She was the only one
Who really cared about me I was her son I grabbed the photo and the razor I looked down at the photo as I cut
my wrist as deep as I could I looked at two photos the one of me and my mom and one of me and Ethan
I cut my another wrist I watched my blood coming out of my cuts I closed my eyes then I fell to the floor as I heard
my bedroom door open but not close I didn't even opened my eyes I felt my head put onto someone's legs
And two hands around my cut wrists I still didn't open my eyes until the someone started talking to me
Benny? Benny Please Don't Die I'm so sorry,.,.,.the someone told me I knew that voice that voice was
Ethan's I still didn't want to open my eyes I just thought I died and I was remembering Ethan but that wasn't true
Benny Open your eyes please Oh God,.,.Ethan told me I didn't Then I heard him on the phone
I knew he was calling 911 He stop talking to them to me again this time I opened my eyes
Benny You are awake Please stay that way Please.,.,Ethan told me I just looked at him
I thought you wouldn't come but you did but not before I did this Goodbye Ethan I love you,.,.,I said letting
the blackness take me
Benny!? Benny! Stay awake! Benny Please I love you too Just stay with me! Please!,.Ethan begged started crying
himself hugging Benny to him very close
Benny I'm Sorry! I Love You too! I really Do!,.,.Ethan cried as the 911 people came running into Benny's room
What's his name?.,.,The man asked
Benny Benny Weir,.,.,Ethan answered
Alright your name age and his too,.,.,The Woman said
I'm Ethan Morgan 16 Benny's age is the same as mine,.,.,.Ethan told them
Alright you can come with us.,.,The man told him Ethan nodded and on the whole way to the hospital
Ethan thought of What He had done to Benny He hurt Broke his heart I was in and out I opened my eyes for a sec
to see Ethan was with me holding my hand He saw me
Benny you're gonna be okay I know that,.,..Ethan told me
Ethan You Broke my heart The things you said Hurt and Killed me I still love you But You Hurt Me,.,.,.I said Ethan
gave me a sad smile I was awake the whole way to the hospital until they told me they had to put me to sleep
because they needed to fix my cuts I nodded and they put me under and that was it
Okay So What do you guys Think? Want me To keep going? And How Many thought I was gonna kill
Benny off? I really wanted to end the first part like this since everyone does So Wanna know?
Tell me to keep going! Reivew
MBAV'ers For LIFE!
~Bethan Forever