Aloha, I'm ChapStickQueen, I'm not really new to fanfiction since I have been reading it for 2 years but, I am new to this account. I wouldn't mind reviews but when someone reviews and it discourages me to write any further, I get pretty pissed. Anyways, this is the Preface of my new story.
Disclaimer- I do not own Twilight and if I did well...lets just say Bella wouldn't have very great will-power against Edward's Sultry "Hottie With A Body" powers. :)
Closer
I remember it like it was yesterday, Dad holding my jacket out for me as I skipped to his side at my adolescent age of 8, still so unaware of the world I have come to know now. I kinda envy myself back then, never knowing what I do now and the destiny I enclose. Dad laughed and handed me my jacket as we walked down the overhang of the house and out into the street for our sunup walks. We passed a little out of town farm on the way back home and I stopped and stared at the animals, moving together in frenzy, not knowing exactly where they want to go or how they want to act. Dad stopped, too and walked back to me looking at the animals too.
"Undecided animals, aren't they?" Dad whispered, looking down at me in curiosity. I raised my eyebrow and looked at dad like he was crazy of course, I had no clue want he meant, but now I still wonder if he knew something all along.
"Undecided?" I said bewildered at my Dad's prediction. He nodded and looked out onto the sun rising more and more as if he could make time pass.
"Unclear, you could say. But, just remember this Bella, just because you're unclear or undecided or whatever, doesn't mean you can't go anywhere or be anything. It just means in the long run, it was worth nothing, and you'll have everything to lose. Even yourself."
If only I had listened.
