Another Choice to Make Chapter 1, a twilight fanfic

A/N: Hello again people! This is the wanted sequel to A Million and One. Now, don't get all bitchy because I said I wanted 100 reviews for the first one. I said I would LIKE, not WANT, just making that more clear. Oh, I've had a long day and I'm a little mad at what people think. I already knew who Bella was going to end up with in the end. So, if you think she is going to end up with Edward, then maybe she'll end up with Riley. Or if you want her with Riley, she'll go to Edward. I'm sneaky and evil like that.

Sorry again about how I reacted and I would love more people to read so tell some people you know about this story. I'm not losing no fuckin' readers! I'm selfish like that. Like Bella.

Alright so here is, Chapter 1! Hope you enjoy.

"Hello, Bella, you there?" Riley said waving a hand in front of my face. I shook my head and snapped out of my guilty stage.

"Um, sorry. Yeah, talk, yeah." I sat on the bed and he knelt down on the floor on front of me. I couldn't look at his face. It caused me too much guilt. Even though I said earlier it didn't.

"I just overreacted. I'm so sorry. I didn't want to get you mad, I just was pissed at myself for changing you. It just hit a nerve I guess." He whispered the last sentence.

"I would've done the same thing." He shook his head and paced the room gripping onto his hair. I remember Edward doing the same thing when we went to far with our first kiss.

Stop thinking about him, Bella!

"Oh, trust me, I want to." I thought to myself but then I realized I just heard myself that. I heard Alice cough from the living room and she just ruined it.

"What's going on?" Riley came over to me and grabbed my arm a little to hard.

"Ow, Riley, chill out, nothing is bad." Lie. Such a bad lie. Good thing he didn't see right through it. Alice burst through the door and pulled Riley's hand off my arm.

"Don't even think about." She pulled me out of the house and into my truck.

"Where are we going?" Since I had no control over Alice since she was driving my truck.

"To tell Edward you love him. Duh." She said just like she thought I was stupid.

"What?" I yelled at her. She stopped the car and looked at me.

"You love him don't you?" She glared.

"Of course I do. I have to make things right with Riley first." She nodded and took us right back to the reservation.

"Don't let him touch you again." She got out of the car and into the house. I hit the dashboard so fuckin' confused. I scratched my face and growled.

"UGH!" I screamed and kicked and screamed. Just like the fuckin' MOVIE!

I remember the last time I had a melt down. I heard that Jake wanted to fight Edward and I got pissed because I love him so I almost attacked him but Seth got in the way and I broke his collar bone. No one was mad at me. They were mad at Jake because he wanted to fight a vampire and Sam didn't want no war for something stupid.

I locked the doors and blocked the windows from my view and layed down with the radio on. Feeling relaxed was not on my weekend plan I guess. It was Saturday. Never did keep tabs with you on that.

"This is happening all over again." I whispered and broke into tearless sobs. I didn't care who heard me but I was just under so much stress. People wanted me with Edward, then Riley, then Edward and now I'm stuck between who I should be with.

The piece of paper of the positives and negatives didn't help with this matter. It would never help with another situation.

How the hell could you tell who you should be with with a damn piece of paper? Screw the fuckin' paper. I was having a serious issue and I think of paper.

Jesus, Bella. You are messed up.

"Bella, come on in." Leah whispered through the class window. I didn't listen to her and turned the radio up some.

And as usual? A stupid song came on and played my life. I'm such a broken hearted girl.

"You're everything I thought you never were
And nothing like I thought you could've been
But still you live inside of me
So tell me how is that?"

You know when you hypervenalate and you arch your back and groan? Well, something like that? That just happened to me and I didn't know it was possible for a vampire to feel any sort of pain except for the change.

"You're the only one I wish I could forget
The only one I'd love enough to not forgive
And though you break my heart, you're the only one
And though there are times when I hate you
Cause I can't erase
The times that you hurt me
And put tears on my face
And even now while I hate you
It pains me to say
I know I'll be there at the end of the day."

Ugh, just peachy. Everything is peachy now.

"I don't wanna be without you babe
I don't want a broken heart
Don't wanna take a breath with out you babe
I don't wanna play that part
I know that I love you
But let me just say
I don't want to love you in no kind of way no no
I don't want a broken heart
And I don't wanna play the broken-hearted girl...No...No
No broken-hearted girl
I'm no broken-hearted girl."

I don't want a broken heart. But life doesn't always work like that.

"Something that I feel I need to say
But up to now I've always been afraid
That you would never come around
And still I want to put this out
You say you've got the most respect for me
But sometimes I feel you're not deserving me
And still you're in my heart
But you're the only one and yes
There are times when I hate you
But I don't complain
Cause I've been afraid that you would've walk away
Oh but now I don't hate you
I'm happy to say
That I will be there at the end of the day."

I'm always going to be the broken hearted girl. No matter who I chose.

I hit the seat and panted from tearlessly crying. I don't wanna broken heart.

Now I'm at a place I thought I'd never be…Oooo
I'm living in a world that's all about you and me…yeah
Ain't gotta be afraid my broken heart is free
To spread my wings and fly away
Away With you
yeah yeah yeah, ohh ohh ohh."

Only in my dreams everything is perfect. Nothing is wrong.

"I don't wanna be without my baby
I don't wanna a broken heart
Don't want to take a breath with out my baby
I don't wanna play that part
I know that I love you
But let me just say
I don't want to love you in no kind of way..No..No
I don't want a broken heart
I don't wanna play the broken-hearted girl..No..No..
No broken-hearted girl
Broken-hearted girl No…no…
No broken-hearted girl
No broken-hearted girl."

I don't want to love Edward. But I do. I'm not going to be no broken hearted girl anymore if I get what I want quick and fast.

I gripped the steering wheel and drove to First Beach not caring what happened on the way there. I ran up to the cliff's and took off everything valuable.

"BELLA!" I heard everyone yell. They were all running and yelling, telling me to stop but before they could reach me, I jumped. Letting my back hit the water first I swam to no where.

I vampire could spend a few days in the water but would still have to hunt like normal. I haven't hunted in a while but sometimes I feel full and I have to stuff myself. But then again, I'm not a normal vampire.

Being at First Beach brough back alot of memories. Meeting Jake, Cullen's coming back, learning about vampires, learning about werewolves. I loved First Beach for all those reasons. Jake was the reason why. He helped me out with who Edward exactly was. Not just a cold hearted bastard. Which I was greatful for.

I played with the fish as much as I could and they all kept coming back to me.

This had to be the life for them. Just swimming with no bother in the world except watching out so they weren't somebody's lunch.

No broken hearted girl.

A/N: Alright, first chapter with a song. NO COPY RIGHT INTENDED. I also own nothing. Which really sucks because I want to. Review my viewers. Ha-ha.