"He loves me. He loves me not. He loves me. He loves me not. He.........."
The raven-haired neko-jin chorused the saying over and over again as he picked gently on the pedals of a sunflower.
He was sitting in a hotel garden at night since he could get no sleep when his loved one is always on his mind.
"He loves me. He loves me not. He loves me. He........ err......" The boy stopped for as he reached the last pedal, he found it broken in half.
But what does that mean?
If he picked the pedal out would it count?
Does that mean the person loves him?
Or not?
"Argh!" The boy sighed as threw the sunflower with only one remaining pedal in the fountain he was sitting on.
"Who am I kidding? Kai would never love me. Even like me for that matter! Why does love have to be so painful and complicated?" The boy asked himself as he raced his hands through his black hair.
He looked over at the flower with the remaining broken pedal in the fountains waters floating gently besides the full moons' reflection.
Valentines day is coming soon.
Should he tell Kai how he feels?
Or should he keep it to himself?
'I'm not telling him. I can't tell him. I'm not going to make an idiot out of myself. He's going to reject me, I know it! This is such a waste. If I don't want to have deep emotions for him then why do I? Why can't my heart listen to what I tell it? I don't want to be tortured anymore. I can't take this!'
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Stupid beginning I know.
Short.
REALLY short.
Crappy.
But tell me what ya think.
The raven-haired neko-jin chorused the saying over and over again as he picked gently on the pedals of a sunflower.
He was sitting in a hotel garden at night since he could get no sleep when his loved one is always on his mind.
"He loves me. He loves me not. He loves me. He........ err......" The boy stopped for as he reached the last pedal, he found it broken in half.
But what does that mean?
If he picked the pedal out would it count?
Does that mean the person loves him?
Or not?
"Argh!" The boy sighed as threw the sunflower with only one remaining pedal in the fountain he was sitting on.
"Who am I kidding? Kai would never love me. Even like me for that matter! Why does love have to be so painful and complicated?" The boy asked himself as he raced his hands through his black hair.
He looked over at the flower with the remaining broken pedal in the fountains waters floating gently besides the full moons' reflection.
Valentines day is coming soon.
Should he tell Kai how he feels?
Or should he keep it to himself?
'I'm not telling him. I can't tell him. I'm not going to make an idiot out of myself. He's going to reject me, I know it! This is such a waste. If I don't want to have deep emotions for him then why do I? Why can't my heart listen to what I tell it? I don't want to be tortured anymore. I can't take this!'
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Stupid beginning I know.
Short.
REALLY short.
Crappy.
But tell me what ya think.