Who Am I To Say, a harry potter fanfic

Ok. I needed to write this. It's a tiny little one shot/song fic. I'm a tad bit emotional. It's basically based on my life, but I'm using Harry Potter characters to explain it. The song in the story is "Who am I to Say" By Hope. LOVE her voice, and songs. I suggest you listen to it while reading this. It makes the story all the more better.

She sat there wondering about her life. Did he truly love her? Or was it just make-believe. She cried at night over this guy. But was he really worth all the tears she shed for him? She slowly walked up to him. He was standing under a weeping willow tree. The sunlight casted on his platinum blonde hair made him look like an angel. Her angel.

Love of my life, my soulmate.

You're my best friend.

Part of my like breathing.

Now half of me is left.

"I miss you." she whispered.

She stepped closer to him, let her hand flutter lightly across his heart, while staring deep into his bright blue eyes. They only got that bright when he was really emotional, and willing to let his heart pour out it's deepest darkest feelings. They only got that way around her.

"You know I miss you too. But you also know that I can't." He said rather harshly.

I don't know anything at all. Who am I to say you love me. I don't know anything at all. & who am I to say you need me. "Please Draco, let me in. let me in like you used to. I need you, I need your love, I can't breath, I can't live without it. Please let me in." She broke down in tears at his feet. Sobs racked her body, making her shake uncontrollably.

Color me blue I'm lost in you

Don't know why I'm still waiting

Many moons have come & gone

Don't know why I'm still searching

He looked at he tear-streaked face, and his heart broke. He hated it when she cried. He loved her too much for that. He felt even worse knowing that he was the cause. But he knew that he couldn't let his true feelings for her show. Hers, and his life depended on him making her think that he hated her.

I don't know anything at all.

Who am I to say you love me.

I don't know anything at all.

& who am I to say you need me.

"Please Draco! PLEASE! God help me! I need you." she said screaming in terror of loosing the one and only man she loved. Her mind, and heart fought each other. Her head said walk away, he doesn't love you. But her heart told her to stay, and beg for his love, because she knew deep down he loved her as much as she loved him.

Now you're a song I love to sing

Never thought it feels so free

Now I know what's meant to be

& that's okay with me

But who am I to say you love me

& who am I to say you need me.

& who am I to say you love me

He let a single tear slide down his face. He couldn't handle this anymore.

"Go away you stupid mudblood." He spat at her.

"I never loved you, it was all a lie to get you into bed. And you were such a crappy lay anyways. Not even worth my time." He had to make her believe the words he was saying. The only thing he could do to hurt her, without killing himself, was with words. As much as he loved her. He had to do this, he wouldn't let her risk her life all for him.

I don't know anything at all

& who am I to say you love me

I don't know anything at all

& who am I to say you need me

I don't know anything at all

He walked away, and she cried even harder. She couldn't handle the pain of loosing her one and only love. But what was she to do? She didn't know, so she just layed down, and went to sleep to dream of her loss. To dream of her tears, to dream of never waking again.

So what do think? I kind of like it. I kind of don't. The whole time while I was writing it, I was crying. I'm REALLY emotional right now. Don't know why. Criticism is welcomed. I just had to take a stab at song fics.