is anyone listening?

why me? why is it always me? he promised to come back but ive waited for 5 long years and he hasent shown up...

"chihiro! get your ass down here u useless bitch... i dont know why you were ever born. you kept me awake all night because of you yelling in your sleep!" a snotty voice callled up.

"leave me alone! ugh! im fed up wit h this all!"

5 long years passed after chihiros encounter with haku, and she misses him terribley.

"maybe i should just die right here right now, then ill go to the spirit world!"

her hands went and grabed a knife that was wedged against the door, then made a clean deep cut and soon enough blood came spewing out. then she took the knife and stabed it clean deep into her heart. she smiled as she breathed her last breath as she thought about seeing her beloved.

" HAKU! theres a new spirit at the gate of the 2 worlds! go see what or who it is, then bring her to me!" old zenniba snarled.

"but i was about to go see chihiro! i promised to see her again and its been 5 years!" haku yelled accros the room.

" you wont see her, shes dead! she killed herself because she thought you forgot about her!" zenniba bursted out with joy.

haku pov.

what? shes dead? no zennibas lying! chihiro isnt dead! "go see the new spirit haku!" that old hag is getting bossyer every day! "fine!" i spat out in shear anger. as i raced towards the new spirit, i felt a strange feeling, a feeling of comfort... why? oh! its chihiros spirit! chihiro! can you hear me? chihiro! shes covered in blood and she has a knife in her hands.

"haku..." her hand reached towards me, i grabbed it and held on as if i were to lose her again. "where am i? haku? did i make it?" make what? chihiro? you're in the spirit world, you're safe now. dont worry... then all of a suddenn she started to fade into the air, then she vanished... leaving no trace behind her, shes gone...

chihiros pov.

strange lights danced around me as i hear voices murmur in the background. i remembered that i saw haku, oh! it wasnt a dream! the fuking doctors brought me back to life. i was so close in seeing haku! i grabed a piece of metal near me and stabed it in my wrist, then i punged it into my stomach and chest. hope this time i will see haku and ill stay there forever. ha, gasp all you want, nothings going to make me stay in this world, you wont understand!

then... there was a blinding flash of light as the hospital room vanished and replaced with a meadow and flowers...