Finally Izzy is letting me go! The last 6 hours has been torture all we have done is walk around shops, and wasted good money. I swear the only reason she wants to be my best friend is so that she can dress me up. Anyway the only good thing that has come out of today is that I finally have an outfit to wear to magnus and alecs engagement party, but believe me it's not comfortable at all. I mean don't get me wrong, it's sooo beautiful. But it's not the comfiest thing I've ever worn. It's a sleeveless two piece light teal blue dress that goes all the way down to my ankles and has tiny diamonds that get more crowded as it gets to the bottom. It makes my stomach look amazing and my skin less pale and freckly. Apart from that though, today was pretty shit. My legs are aching. Ever heard the saying shop till you drop? That pretty much describes today in a nutshell. Jace and Alec have gone on some demon business and won't be back for a couple of days. Which means today won't day of torture with Izzy. I miss Jace so much, he's only been gone for a few days but it feels like forever. Whenever he goes on these missions I always got nightmares- I'm worried about him.
Jace is smiling at me, the crooked one that makes my heart melt. The sand beneath my feet is chilled, but comfortable. Jace stops, and pulls me into him. His chest is warm and I can feel his heart beating loudly. He takes something out of his pocket, a box of some sort. My heart pounds, I'm sure he can hear it. Jace gets down on one knee. "Clarissa." I nod slowly. He opens the box and I see something shiny. He takes it out slowly, but it is not what I expected. Suddenly a darkness shadows over his face, but it's not him, it's somone else, something dangerous. As soon as I see it I break free of his hold with a sudden burst of energy and run. But I'm not fast enough, he grabs me by the waist and pushes me to the ground then suddenly he stabs me in the stomach, and I wake up. Just like that, and it keeps happening. Almost as if there's something I dont know, something that everyone is keeping from me...
