Why am I thinking like this? I shouldn't be… it's too wrong… Homunculi aren't like this…. They never have been… Even Lust wasn't… So why is it me? Why am I thinking these thoughts and feeling these feelings?! I am jealous of her… But that is to be expected from a soul made completely out of Envy… But she is so happy. And no one can make her less joyful in the world… Except Edward… She loves him, but why does she stay if he does nothing but make her cry?!

"What are you doing?"

My thoughts were interrupted by a familiar voice. My best friend.

"What are you up to? Sitting over here like you just got your heart broken!"

She smiled as happily as anyone ever could. But it's different than other people. It's prettier. And it's more special to me.

"Well? Why aren't you talking?" Her face began to become concerned.

I smiled. "Sorry. Deep thought I guess."

She laughed. Her laugh always makes me smile. "Well then let's go!"

I lost my smile and replaced it with a cheap pouty face.

She rolled her eyes. "What is it?"

I looked up at her with puppy eyes. "Do I HAVE to get my hair cut?"

She grabbed a piece of my hair. "If it's longer than mine, then yes. And since you lost all your abilities to transform since the battle five years ago, I think it's fair enough to cut it."

I frowned at her. "But it's so PRETTY! And once I get it cut, I am just going to be jealous of yours.."

She smiled. "Don't worry! We will at least leave it longer than Ed's."

Hearing her say his name hurts. It made me feel like I wanted to scream into a child's crib and watch it cry rather than listen to her talk about him. "You really do love him don't you?"

She looked down at me sitting in the chair. "What makes you say that?"

Her face began turning red. "Because you always talk about him. And you have been his friend since you were really little. And I'm your best friend, so you can tell me."

She sat down on the couch next to me. "I already told you! I don't love him anymore because he hurt me when I did love him."

She looked down at the ground and back up at me.

"Hey…"

She looked at my hands. "Yes?"

I gently placed my fingers under her chin and lifted her head to look at me. "What would you do, if I said something crazy?"

She looked at me. "It all depends."

I looked into her eyes. "What if my crazy thing was that I was in love with you? What would you say?"

She smiled and took my hand. "Well here's a harder question. What would you do if I kissed you right now?"

I looked at her. "You? I think you are icky. I could never kiss you! groooossss!"

I teased her and she took my hands and pulled me in to her face. Only a few inches away. "What about now? Now am I gross? So what's your answer? What would you do?"

I smiled. "I guess you will have to find out. Won't you?"

She smiled and pulled me in and wrapped her hands around my neck. "Ok then. I guess I will."

I smiled and put my arms around her waist. She pulled my head in and lightly put her lips on mine.

I smiled. "That's what would happen."

She smiled. "You're such a dork! But I guess that's why I love you…"

I looked at her big blonde ponytail.

"I love you too Winry."