Last Thoughts

LeaAnn
leaann681@yahoo.com

Disclaimer: I own nothing. If I did, Alec, Ben, and Zack would never leave my . . .ummmm . . . bed (oops was suppose to say something p.c. for the kiddies) . . .oh well.

Rating: PG

Spoilers: Berrisford Agenda (Season 2, ep. 11)

Summary: Rachel's last thoughts before she dies. Just a short drabble.

Author's Note: I've been having writer's block and needed to try something short to get me back on track.

Author's Note 2: I liked this episode. I think Alec was real (he had a lot of depth), but I wasn't really that impressed with Rachel. She just came across to me as too naive to really attract Alec's attention. I think the character was seriously under-developed. But any girl who gets to kiss Alec on the lips deserves at least a little fanfic mention.





How could you Simon? I loved you. How could you do this to me, to us?

I thought you loved me. You never said you did but I thought I saw it in your eyes. I must have been wrong. I was such a fool.

Is your name even Simon?

Maybe you're the fool. You told me you were there to kill my father, my family. Did you think I would just fall into your arms and everything would be all right. I was just your job, remember.

How could you hurt me like that? Are you sorry for what you've done?



I can feel your tears, please don't cry.

Your pleas aren't falling on deaf ears.

Please don't cry.



Oh god, please don't think I hate you. I don't, I can't. Even after every thing you've done.


I love you.



*beeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeep*