I listened to the song Waiting For Yesterday by David Archuletta and I thought it fit perfectly around Jacobs POV of New Moon but this story is in Bella's POV. You will get how it fits in later. Enjoy!
Prologue
It had been six months without my angel in my arms. He left me simply telling me that he didn't love me anymore. Whats worse is he lied to me when he said that he would never leave me. But I guess everything he said to me in the past could be a lie. All the time's he told me I love you. A lie. He left me unsure of myself and worried of how I was . I had been working on a song for six months to describe the pain he put me through.
I will not make the same mistakes that you did I will not let myself cause my heart so much misery
I will not break the way you did
You fell so hard I've learned the hard way, to never let it get that far
Because of you I will never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you I learned to play on the safe side
So I don't get hurt
Because of you I find it hard to trust
Not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you I am afraid
I lose my way
And it's not too long before you point it out I cannot cry
Because I know that's weakness in your eyes I'm forced to fake, a smile, a laugh
Every day of my life
My heart can't possibly break
When it wasn't even whole to start with
Because of you
I will never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you I learned to play on the safe side
So I don't get hurt
Because of you I find it hard to trust
Not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you I am afraid
I watched you die I heard you cry
Every night in your sleep I was so young
You should have known better than to lean on me
You never thought of anyone else
You just saw your pain
And now I cry In the middle of the night
For the same damn thing
Because of you I will never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you I learned to play on the safe side
So I don't get hurt
Because of you I tried my hardest just to forget everything
Because of you I don't know how to let anyone else in
Because of you I'm ashamed of my life because it's empty
Because of you I am afraid
Because of you Because of you
I'm done being sad. He left me that's all there is to it. He didn't want me anymore he didn't love me. I'm moving on with my life.
So the song Bella sang was Because of You by Kelly Clarkson! I hope you liked it the second chapter should be up soon!
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alice500
