Name: Blood-obsessed.

Warnings: Mild Slash, abuse, mentions of suicide, self-injury.

Summery: Matt Hardy see's how bad he's hurt Shannon.

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The anger, it hit me hard, like a train.

Rage.

Fury.

I grabbed him by his shirt, shoved him against the wall and held him there. His eyes started showing pain and hurt and Terror. I scared the hell out of him. I threw him on the ground and beat him.

I abused him.

When I got off, he curled into a ball. And let me go on hitting him. He wouldn't cry out for help, cause I told him no one was gonna come...

I told him no one loves him.

When I finished he was bloody and beaten, he had broken down and cried. But, I didn't care if he cried.

I am cruel and evil.

But, I am also sorry.

Now...Looking down at Shannon, little Shannon, laying on the floor waiting for me to beat him. I rose my hand to strike him again...but, I can't...I can't...

Not by looking in those eyes of his.

Their green...and there scared with Pain and hurt.

I let go of him, and sat down on the bench. And watched him crying. Loudly. He started cutting his wrist with his fingernails cause there's nothing close to his weak body to cut himself with...

Even as bad as he wants death he's too weak to do it...I've beaten him too much.

He pulls at his hair now, and I'm still watching, he's yanking his blonde hair out in handfuls. And biting himself, sinking his teeth into his arm until blood comes out.

Like a vampire...

Only a Vampire with so much Pain. My vampire with a obsession with Blood, his own Blood...

He's ripping it now, his skin. And why I'm not stopping him I don't know...

But, I can't take it much longer...I hate seeing Shannon like this.

I walk over, pull him off of himself.

"No, Matty! Not again!" He cries.

I pull him close and hold him, my blood-obsessed Vampire...He's shaking and crying, but, he calms down and just whimpers.

I pull him back, watching the tears fall to his chin.

"I'm sorry Shannon. I'm so sorry." I tell him, but, its too late, he gets up and walks out of my apartment. I watch him from the window get in his car.

And leave.

That was the last day I saw Shannon Moore...He's gone cause of me...

Shannon...If you see this...I'm so sorry...I love you...come back...

Come home...

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END...

I do not own Matt Hardy or Shannon Moore...They own themselves...and this is all fictional, so none of this has happened.