Chapter 1. Love
" I'm sorry yoite, i didn't mean to do that."
Yoite continued to walk on ignoring every word miharu is saying.
"Yoite, please listen to me."
Yoite continued walking, his head down so miharu won't be able to see his face.
"Did miharu really mean that, no he couldn't have, no one loves me?" He thought to himself.
Tears started to form in his eyes and he quickly wiped them away.
"Yoite, i'm sorry if you weren't ready for that."
Yoite suddenly stops dead in his tracks as miharu nearly runs into him.
"Why do you love me?" Yoite looks at miharu dead serious.
"Why, because i do i don't care that you are a death god!"
Yoite stared at miharu and tears started to weld in his eyes and alot of different emotions that he never known before started to take over him.
"No one should love a death god, and i don't understand why you do!"
"Your not a death god yoite! You are a normal person like everyone else!"
"I am not normal i'm not even a...i'm not...I'm not anything!"
Yoite fell to the ground on his knees as emotions over whelmed him. He couldn't hold back his tears any longer and immediately broke down.
Miharu kneeled down next to yoite trying to calm him down.
"Yoite...i'm sorry."
"Miharu, why do you love me?"
"Because i do, you are like me in alot of ways and you are also a nice person in alot of different ways."
Yoite slowly looked at miharu.
"I just don't understand...i don't understand what love is."
"Its...its a nice feeling. When you are in love with a person you feel very close to that person to the point they are the only ones you want to see all the time and be with all the time."
Yoite wiped away his tears.
"Then miharu, do you want to be with me and see me all the time?"
Miharu nodded.
"Yeah, of course i want to see you all the time and be with you, but do you want the same thing?"
Yoite looked down trying to think.
"I...I think i do."
"The only way you do is if everytime you see me you just want to be with me or you feel butterflys in your stomach everytime you see me."
Miharu blushed at the explamation.
Yoite sat their for a few minutes trying to figure it out.
"Yoite, are you alright?"
"Yes... I think i do want to be with miharu."
"You think?"
Yoite covers his face.
"I don't know! I Just...I just don't understand my feelings!"
Miharu takes yoite by the hand.
"Yoite, look at me."
Yoite dosn't move.
"Yoite look at me!"
Yoite jumps at the sudden yell and looks at miharu.
"Yoite if you really love someone then you can feel it, i know you must have felt like that right?"
Yoite nods.
"Yeah, around miharu i do."
"Then...love is alot of different things it can mean anything you know."
Yoite listens he looks away from miharu and looks back at memories that are pleasant ones when he is around miharu.
"When i am around miharu, i feel...i feel loved and i love miharu just as much...i want to be with miharu all the time and see him, i don't want to be with out miharu and will even die for him...i love him."
Yoite turns and looks at miharu with a mournful grin.
"I do love you, miharu."
Miharu smiles and gives yoite a hug.
"Of course yoite, i love you too."
They both stayed like that for at least a couple of minutes until they broke apart since it was dark out and they were both tired.
"Yoite, do you want to stay at my place for the night since its already dark?"
Yoite just nodded.
They both got to miharu's house. Miharu took the bed and yoite took the floor.
"Are you sure you want to sleep down their yoite?"
"Yeah, i'm fine right here."
As they both slept yoite kept on feeling a soft breeze coming from the doorway and he was starting to get cold. He got up from the floor and stood and faced miharu.
"Miharu, sorry to wake you up but its kind of cold...can i sleep next to you?"
"Yeah, sure."
"Thanks."
Yoite laid right next to miharu and tried not to shiver so much.
"Are you ok, you don't have a fever?"
"No, i'm just really cold."
Miharu touched his forehead.
"Liar, you do have a fever."
"I didn't want to worry you."
"I worry more when you don't tell me."
"Sorry."
Miharu got up and left to the kitchen yoite sat up and wrapped himself in the blanket miharu gave him.
"Here, I tried to make lemon cider but i don't think its as good as yukimi's though."
"That fine."
Miharu sat next to yoite as he slid into the blanket yoite was wrapped in.
"Are you warm now?"
"Yeah, thanks."
As they both sat side by side from each other against the wall they both immediately fell asleep.
Please review! I put my heart into this one! i am thinking of making this into a 7 chapter story if it goes any longer than...i don't know! (Laughs) Ok i hope you enjoyed it!
Disclaimer: NNO belongs to Yuhki Kamatani i only own my OC Aikou
