Disclaimer: I don't own anything, 'Tourniquet' is by Evanescence and the characters are J.K.Rowling's... obviously

Summary: Ron's thoughts, when depressed after the death of his best friends and sister, before committing suicide

'Too cut off'

What happens when you lose everything- love, life and happiness?

'I tried to kill the pain But only brought more'

You disappear in a world of hatred, hating yourself and those who took life from you

'I lay dying And I'm pouring crimson regret and betrayal'

You replay those moments, those screams, the deaths of those you love

'I'm dying'

Ginny

'Praying'

Harry

'Bleeding'

Hermione

'And screaming'

Me

'Am I too lost to be saved? Am I too lost?'

I don't think anything can save me now, too far gone, too cut off

'My God my tourniquet Return to my salvation My god my tourniquet Return to my salvation'

'Do you remember me? Lost for so long'

Screaming, calling, praying to be saved. I was too late. You were all gone.

'Will you be on the other side? Or will you forget me'

'I'm dying'

Ginny

'Praying'

Harry

'Bleeding'

Hermione

'And screaming'

Me

'Am I too lost to be saved? Am I too lost?'

'My God my tourniquet

Return to my salvation

My god my tourniquet

Return to my salvation'

I don't think anything can save me now, too far gone, too cut off

The knife glints, all emotion within is frozen

'My wounds cry from the grave'

It's all my fault, I could have saved you

'My soul cries for deliverance'

What happens now? Where do I go?

'Will I be denied Christ?'

Cut me off from the rest of the world, as the knife drives deeper

'Tourniquet'

The blood spills, all thoughts disappear. I am lost forever, too far gone

'My suicide'

I'm sorry...