Disclaimer: (I always forget this.) I own Nada, S.E. Hinton does.
A/N: Odd couple I know, but for some reason I love them together. I'm hoping to get further then I do on most with this story, because well, I don't get too far. I don't have a beta, so sorry for spelling, grammar, and punctuation mistakes ahead of time.
He was always my best friend's baby brother, and that's how I always viewed him. He was an annoying little twerp who followed Soda around like a lost puppy. I could never get rid of him, so why is it now that he is gone I want him to be here?
I keep telling myself it's because it is making Soda depressed, but for some reason my heart is saying no, idiot, that's not the reason. I don't get it, where the hell are these feelings coming from? Why all the sudden do I care about the kid, he's just an annoying little tag-a-long, isn't he?
Where is he, why is he missing, why did I never realize I love him? Okay where did that come from, I don't love the kid. I'm just upset that he's making Sodapop upset, right? Ugh, why do feelings have to be so complicated?
I'll never finish this stupid car if I keep thinking about Pony. Wait, why am I calling him that, he's kid to me. God, I hate this, crap, the cars finished and so is work. Now, I have to much time to think about Po no that kid.
I wish I could talk to Soda about this, but how do you talk to someone about potentially being in love with their younger brother. Wait, hold on, step back, I can't be in love with him. It's not possible, it can't be.
Then why do I miss him so much. Why do I wish I could give him a nuggie just so he would get irritated, but notice me? Why do I want to have him here so I can scoop him into my arms and kiss him?
Ugh, I am in love with him. What will Darry say? More importantly what will Soda say? I don't want to lose my best friend, but I want to be with Ponyboy. What do I do?
