A/N I don't own criminal minds – also got this idea of something else I read so sorry if it sounds similar but will try and make it my own.

-Hate is a strong word-

As Emily chased John Snow a psycho who had killed 4 families in the Washington area, through the mud side tracks of the forest, she finally caught up with him after running for at least 10 minutes, she pounced on his back bringing him to the ground, she grabbed the handcuffs from her belt placing them on his muddy hands, pulling him up from the floor, he said "oh look at you, if I knew it was a beautiful brunette chasing me I would have stopped early" He laughed at his own stupid joke, while Emily remembered that all the mums of the four family's where brunette's.

Emily approached the police van with snow trailing beside her, he kept moving his hands and he noticed that the locks were not down probably, he took this to his advantage and as Emily let go of him to place him in the van her pulled on his arms, letting the lock on the handcuffs break off, he quickly jumped out the van dodging everyone how tried to stop him, even when Hotch went to grab him, he swung around punching him directly on his head, which knocked him out, while Hotch fell to the ground, John escaped into the forest, not to be seen again.

Though everyone should be looked for Snow, they all stared at Emily, who was still stood by the van in pure shock. No one even spoke to her, not even JJ, her best friend, she just glared at her while she walked to the SUV to met the rest of the team, Emily walked over to the group, who were stood chatting about what to do next, Emily came and stood by Reid, who for a second stood there but went on to move closer to Rossi, Emily felt really intimidated, by the glares and stares she received.

The car ride back was in silence, all seven members of the team where in one seven seater car, Hotch and Rossi where in the front, JJ, Reid, and Morgan in the middle of the car, and Emily and Morgan took the seats in the boot, Morgan quite adversely didn't want to set next to the women who let of serial killer free, but he had no other choice.

Emily sighed as she stared out the small window, she really just wanted this day to start over again, she wanted to curl back up in bed and believe it was just a dream, nut it wasn't she had to live with her actions, maybe forever. Emily tried to apologise for her actions only a few hours ago, no words would come out her mouth, even when she tried her very best nothing.

A/N sorry it so short and sorry for any spelling mistakes. Please review