Ok.. this is my first story here on fan fiction and I hope you'll like it .i wish some reviews from you because I need them to keep going. I'm definitively a Dean girl but I will write this story in a different way .Is not exactly what I was thinking at but I find it more intense this way and I hope you can feel it or sense it in the same way I do. I couldn't stop crying seeing Dean heartbroken at the end of the 5x14 so I decide to write this story .i don't know…maybe because it inspires me or because I'm a sensitive person inside and a tough person outside….I'm exactly as Corinne in this story. I choose to use Corinne as name for my character .I remember reading this name in a quiz once and I like it. Is not a common name so I think it match to my character….The story will be chronicled by her best friend Jess who is a hunter for many years.
And guys please I do need a BETAREADER. Can someone give me a hand with that?
My grammar is bad sometimes and that's why I need someone to give me a hand.
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"Hi Bobby. Uhm… is me Jess Miller. Remember me?" I ask him nervously. It has been a very long while since I sow Bobby the last time. Ever since my parents passed away he was like family to me. We didn't keep in touch often because the last time we sow each other…this being 2 years ago….we had a little argue. Sometimes Bobby can be overprotective and I'm not at the kind of girl playing with dolls ever since I was 16. Bobby was my mentor, my teacher, my best friend ,my family but sometimes he manage to piss me off so badly. Well I guess he can say the same about me. He always used to tell me that I resemble my father and every time I remember that I smile because I know is true. I do resemble my father a lot… at last from what I can remember about him.
My father and Bobby use to hunt together but unfortunately in their last hunt my father passed away. A vampire killed him and since then vampires are my favorite hunts. Few months after my mom passed away because she suffered from cancer. She hide that for me and dad as much as she could but when my father died she decide is better for me to know everything. It was horrible to find out that from a happy innocent life you'll have to become a grown up in a matter of days and becoming from a normal child a hunter. The day my mother told me about her illness she also told me about my fathers job.
It was like "'You know the monsters under the bed? They're real, and your father hunt them for a living ". That was the worse day of my life but with the time I accept my life. I realize I couldn't run from this any longer and that my father's life was chasing me wherever I go. It was hard but now it becomes harder . Sometimes I wonder why I have to live this life? Why can't I be like the other? A stable home, a normal family, a husband and some kids .Why I have to travel and be the hero of the story despite of hating this job ?
Ohh I wish I can have the right answer for all my questions, but I don't and that's what piss me off the most. The good part of being a haunter is the satisfaction you could save an innocent life, that you could give the others what you can't have…a new chance .
"Jess. Gosh I can't believe is you girl" I heard a voice at the other end of the line. It was Bobby and for the first time in years I was so damn happy to hear his voice.
"Yes Bobby is me. Uhm.. I just call to see how are you and uhm.. I wander if I can pay you a visit . I'm few mille away from South Dakota …" I said nervously
"Bull girl. Who do you think you're speaking with ? You're in some kind of problems and you need my help. " he add but this time he wasn't right. I was between hunts and I was really missing him. After my last hunt I realize how important is to keep in touch with the persons you care about or who care about you. Life doesn't mean nothing without love and friendship. I just miss the old days ….
"See you in 30 minutes Bobby" I finish and hang up the phone.
I smile to myself and after I turn wanting to go back to the car but I stop when I sow my best friend Corinne, seating on the trunk of my car. Her look was kind of lost but I don't blame here. This days weren't easy for non of us. The wind was playing with her long dark(brunette) curly hair and the sun light was reflecting over her face. I admire her for a moment and after I sit next to her avoiding looks.
"If I were a guy I f***ing date you" I told her with a smile on my face
"Shut up Jess" she replay teasing me and smiling
"I think we should go. Bobby is waiting for us" I add after a pause
"So you finally decide to call him huh?" she asked me not surprised at all about what I did
"Yeah I did. This last hunt help me realize life is nothing without a little bit of love in it you know?" I avoid her look but I could feel her looking at me
" I'm glad you decide to call him Jess. I mean he's been like a father for you all this time. You owe him so much …" after a short pause " and you can be annoying sometimes and stubborn and …"
" Shut up! I got your point" I answer hitting her arm softly and smiling
She smiled back which make me happy. Is been a while since I sow her in such a good mood. She was smiling despite everything she had to live and accept bout herself lately.
I know her since I was 3 and she was 5. We spend lot of time together , even since I meet her she was the one who never turn her back to me. An unconditional friend? Yeah that's definitely Corinne but 2 years ago strange things start happening with her and it took her a while to accept it and more for the others to accept them when they find out about her ability. I knew she don't take well all this but is to strong and stubborn to let it show.
When I get up from the trunk she was already in the car : driver's place of course. I roll my eyes every time I see her there. She adore driving, she says is helping her relax but I always find driving a tiring thing. Oh yeah I do enjoy my passenger seat especially when I need a nap .My relaxing moments are when I do NOTHING .
During my driving to South Dakota to meet Bobby I keep looking at her. The expression on her face was so peaceful after so much time. I couldn't hide my smile.
"Why are you smiling ?what's in that mind of yours this time huh?" she ask me curious
"Nothing! Just nothing" I answer her and she roll her eyes. She knew me to well to buy this crap
" Yeah and I'm Paris Hilton" she say ironically
I couldn't stop laughing at her replay .She hates Paris Hilton and comparing herself with her was more than funny. "I tough you hate her"
" I still do " she answer me annoyed by my question
"Yeah but you compare yourself with her " I answer raising my eyebrows jokingly while she give me an angry glare
"Alright, alright." I raised my hands in defeat.
Wanting to change the subject because I knew she hate me staring at her I add ""We're almost there Corinne. I can't wait to see Bobby again ."
"I bet you can't wait to see him again huh?"
" You guess it well " I answer with a fade smile. I felt guilty for our last meeting but I know he will forgive me.
"I'm glad to hear that Jess because I'm tired. I need a break"
I smile and nod. We both need a break and some good sleep. After few more minutes of silence between us, minutes in witch she return into her world ,we were already affront Bobby's house. It was so good to be there again. Only seeing that old cars in his yard and his house put a smile on my face and my mind was flooded by memories. I keep watching around remember how I use to run all over his yard and Bobby trying to stop me, how I use to help him fixing his old cars…but this grumpy old man always refuse to let them go…no matter how broken that cars were he never give up on them. "There's always something good you can use " he keep telling me .
"Jess are you ok?" I heard Corinne asking me
"Yes I am. I just remember my days here. I miss them you know?" I told her avoiding her eyes because I could feel tears in my eyes. As If I could lie to her. She could already feel what I feel. She put her hand on my shoulder and give me a smile. Was everything I need in that moment and I already knew she was there for me. She always was.
I approach Bobby's house and before I could knock , the door open .It was Bobby. God how much I've missed him. "Bobby is me Jess, Jess Miller ." In that moment I could see his big eyes looking at me in shock and in a blink of an eye I could feel his arms around me. Bobby was hugging me after so much time. Tears flood my eyes and I let them go. "I'm so happy to see you again Jess" he told me while I return his hug. God it was so good to be in his arms again.
"Bobby, this is my best friend Corinne Carson." I told him after the hug.
"is a pleasure to meet you sir" I hear her saying shaking Bobby's hand.
"The pleasure is all mine girl. Jess friends are always welcome in my house. Please girl come in"
He was always a great man and accepting her so fast was a surprise even for me. Coming from Bobby it was a surprise but coming from Corinne was already natural. We get in and I notice the house was exactly as I remember it , exactly the way it use to be when I left. Nothing was different and as always I could feel welcomed there. I could see Corinne looking on the walls analyze the symbols carefully as she always does. I just smile. It was like watching a child analyze a new toy and it was pleasant for my eyes.
She look at me and I tried to look somewhere else but she catch me "Damn" I said to myself, I knew she doesn't like it but I couldn't keep my eyes away.
"I know what you're doing Jess .Well I guess you're right this time. I was surprised to see all this on the walls and yes I can feel things if this is what you're thinking at witch I know you do" she say to me smiling
"I know, is (short break looking around) different but is what a haunter do for protection. I guess many things happened here and I know you can feel them. What is hard for me to understand is your silence every time you feel something new. You just close yourself and refuse to speak. You don't share your feelings and that's what concern me the most…but is ok , I guess I can understand you more than I used to. I know you'll open to me when you'll feel like sharing your thoughts
For a moment she refuse to look at me and I knew what comes next: SILANCE because that's what happened every time I open the subject but is impossible to ignore it. It really does .
"Girls are you hungry? " I can heard Bobby asking us but non of us respond . Bobby approach " something wrong happened?" he ask looking at me and after at her. " No Bobby is ok ." I answer back but I lied because it was something wrong happening and she knew it. Suddenly she turn and look at Bobby " Sir I don't want to disturb but I feel a little bit tired. Can I get some rest for an hour while you and Jess speak about what you have to speak? "
Bobby look at her with a little smile " First of all you can call me Bobby and secondly sure you can get some rest. You can go upstairs and take a nap while me an Jess chook something for launch. I'll come for you after"
I look at Bobby and I couldn't believe it. He was very nice with a person that he already meet but I guess the fact she was my friend allow him to open a little more. She just nod and smile back. I knew I upset her even more but I couldn't avoid this any longer. Bobby looked at me confused and I roll my eyes. I knew I owe him some explanations about what just happened and about my presence there after all this time.
"Help me with the launch and you know I'm all ears " he warn me
I roll my eyes again because I knew he will say that but in the same time I miss his sarcasm. I follow him in the kitchen and I told him everything about me and Corinne.
I told him what happened during all this years and how much I regret having that argue with him when we last meet. . I told him how she can feel what others feel before they can tell her something, how all this affect her and how she keep distance every time I open this subject with her.
"Do you tell me that she can feel other's pain without knowing them or asking them something first? Just with a simple presence or touch?" he asked me confused
"Yes Bobby. Sometimes she can use only a picture or something that belong to a certain person and she can feel that person's pain or happiness. But taking all that on her is hurting her more and she refuse to speak about it. That's what worry me about her. I wish I could help her but she keep me away. She doesn't let nobody in."
Worry appear on Bobby's face as well while looking at the stairs and after at me again.
" how she can sense all this? Something happened?" he ask me quite confused making me think that maybe he knew what give her this ability .
"Bobby why are you asking me this? Do you know something I don't?" I ask him as confused as he was.
" No I don't , I wish I could help you but I don't have an explanation to this Jess. I'm sorry"
Why nothing happened until 2 years ago? What's going on? Nobody have an explanation to what happened with her but I still hope that someday she will open more or that maybe I will find out what's the mystery behind her powers.
