End of my world

How long has it been? Two months? A year? I've lost track of time. To me, the world has ceased to exist.

I thought it would all come through for us.; our plan was fool-proof. There was no way a punk like Urameshi could stand a chance against Sensui.

At the time, I was hell-bent on playing my part. I wanted the world to end. Every last human would perish from the Earth. The one and only truth was that they all deserved to die. I would laugh as they were all devoured by the demons.

But after Urameshi and his crew wrecked everything, I stopped caring. I didn't want to know what happened to the human race next. Maybe it was just that Sensui's spell over me had been broken. The ominous fog that had engulfed my mind was cleared away. I finally opened my eyes.

Urameshi showed me that people can be virtuous and righteous. I realized that if Sensui's plan had gone through, then I would've lost the only thing in the world that made me happy.

My siblings; my only ties to reality. Maybe since I was away from them for so long, then I became vulnerable. Sensui was able to manipulate my mind with his calm logic and persuading speaches.

I can see innocence in your eyes when you laugh. Your tongue has never spoken harsh words or indulged in vulgar terms. You express sincere emotions and cry for me when I'm hurt. You're my world.

Even if you annoy me and don't respect a closed door, I still love you. I never realised until now how much all of you mean to me.